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Sadness-A sacred expression.

I am feeling very sad in this moment. I felt this kind of sadness after long time. I don’t know how to act in this state of my existence. So I just started writing to put sadness into words.

Often when I feel extremely sad, my sadness always leads me to some ecstatic event of life. So in my opinion sadness is just an omen towards Euphoria.

I feel that Sadness is just a  way for our soul to communicate with us. In my opinion, sadness is no different from another sacred expression of our soul.

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Sadness is another sacred expression through which our soul communicates with us.

I feel very grounded and humble in the moment of extreme sadness. My feelings of deep sadness are not very different from the feelings of love. I would say that deeper one feels the sadness , the more one goes towards love since sadness and love are just two different expressions of same entity called soul.

I never try to escape from the moment of sadness since I have a firm belief that moment of sadness has so much sacredness in it and this sacredness that exists within the sadness always brings us closer to our soul.

Sadness often reminds me the beauty of being ecstatic. Without the experience of sadness, I could never write any poetry to express the experience of ecstasy. In fact without sadness, defining Ecstasy is just futile.

I feel that Ecstasy exists since sadness exists. Without sadness, only dullness could exist.

Somehow I already started to feel ecstatic while embracing sadness while writing. So I am going to quit writing anymore since I promised myself that I would only write this post out of my sadness.

~Love

~Varun

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Life-A vibration

Life is simple but human mind has become too complicated to understand this simple phenomenon of life.

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Life is simple but human mind has become too complicated to understand it.

Life is born out of creativity. So meaning of life could not be understood unless one is creative. In fact one meaning of life could be to be creative.

Human mind has evolved so much that we lost a sense of creativity in our evolution of mind. Even trying to find a meaning associated to life is also just a sign of lack of creativity.

The creator behind life is vibration energy. Some call that energy soul and some say it consciousness. Both Mind and body has been manifested out of this blissful vibration.

Until one feels the flow of this vibration energy inside the sacred body, it’s not possible for one to be creative and until one is creative, life cant be understood.

I wonder sometimes that why human has lost the capacity to feel the flow of energy inside the body?

One reason is that since human mind has evolved so much, it has become so difficult for human to come out of the mind itself. Human being is completely lost in mind. We have started thinking that life is limited up to mind but in reality mind is just a manifestation of creative energy within us.

Until we come out of our mind, we can’t be aware of blissful vibrations inside our body. The only way we could come out of our mind is by observing our thoughts without any judgment all the time. Only in observation of our mind, we could unveil the mystery of something as subtle as life.

Human mind has not been manifested to invent mundane discoveries of nuclear weapons, but it has been manifested to put the divine experience of life energy into words.

Human mind has evolved to put the expression of soul into words. Definitely it has evolved to be poetic but not to be patriotic.

I feel pity on human race in civilization, which is not capable to feel the bliss associated with life. It is such a pity that we are born to be in bliss but we are suffering because of evolution of our own mind.

Love,

Varun

Death-A blissful adventure

Death is what human brings with life at the time of birth. One thing is sure that one who is born has to die. Another thing, which is sure, is that one is born alone and dies alone.

Even though one who is born has to die, no human ever wanted to think about death on the course of life cycle. Most of us even get scared with name of death.

Most of us keep on trying to understand the meaning of life without trying to understand death. It could be one misery of human that we never want to talk about death.

But Death is not separated from Life. Love is the common bondage, which connect life and death.

In fact Death is not an end to Life but beginning of life at highest level of awareness.Between death and birth, life exists at highest awareness level. Some call it consciousness and some call it soul. But it is the life at highest awareness, which starts at the time of death.

One purpose of having human life could be to feel the death before one actually die. Feeling of death when alive could be the only enlightenment which human has been searching since existence.

One who is enlightened definitely knows that death is blissful. Such enlightened human has unveiled the mystery of life. Life falls in love with such human since he has fell in love with death.

But why each of us doesn’t feel the highest level of awareness and find out what exactly happens at death when alive?

The reason could be that since human is born alone and dies alone but human never wants to live alone. Human has forgotten to accept and appreciate his aloneness in the civilized societies.

But only in aloneness and utter silence of mind, Human could feel the mystical phenomena of highest awareness, which is called death and only in aloneness and utter nothingness, human could realize that there is nothing more blissful than death.

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Only In aloneness and utter nothingness,We find that Death is a blissful adventure.

I hope one day human would realize that purpose of life is to appreciate aloneness and feel the bliss associated with aloneness.

I hope that human would understand that there is nothing to be scared about death but death is most blissful adventure of human life.

Love,

Varun

Human Imperfection

Imperfection is what makes us human whereas Perfection is what gives spiritual aspect to our personality. Human is indeed not born to be perfect but to appreciate the moments of imperfection.

Human being is always in a constant effort to be perfect without understanding the nature of imperfection. We must understand that imperfection is not separated from perfection.

Perfection follows imperfection same way as death follows life. One can never touch perfection without accepting and appreciating imperfection.

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Perfection follows imperfection as light follows darkness after dawn

Thought generated Feelings like anger, fear, happiness, and sorrow are symbols of imperfection, which makes us human whereas love is a symbol of perfection, which is needed for soul to reside in human body.

If we were born to be perfect, there would be no need of all the other feelings except love. But we are born to live for imperfection as well.

One reason that human rarely has glimpse of spiritual aspect associated to his personality since he is never aware of his own imperfect feelings. The moment we are aware of any human feeling, we could feel the moment of love, which is a spiritual feeling.

In fact one reason to have life could be to fall in love with human imperfection. One who has not fallen in love with human imperfection has really not understood the meaning of life yet.

Between birth and death is the only time we could experience imperfection. We must not waste this time in trying to be perfect. We must accept and appreciate imperfection since it is something, which gives us human experience.

One has to satisfy the needs of body, mind and spirit to attain the inner peace and to satisfy needs of all three, one has to accept and fall in love with imperfection,since it is  followed by perfection.

Only in acceptance of imperfection, one could feel the perfection, which follows it. One cannot feel the spiritual aspect until one feels the human aspect of life.

Love,

Varun

Life-A Celebration

It’s been a year since I started my travel Journey. One reason that I decided travel was to know if life really has to offer something more than money.

I really had an intuition that life has something more to offer than my mechanical lifestyle. In my hope to find something more I started my travel with a road trip across USA.

During my first few weeks of travel, I started realizing that how much I was disconnected from nature. While driving in dawn and dusk, I started finding touching beauty of my soul.

I started feeling and that dawn and dusk represents my soul. I felt for moments that one purpose of life could be to feel dawn and dusk.

On the way to my road trip I went across beautiful mountains, deserts and greenery. While crossing those mountains, deserts, I started feeling my own silence. I felt that how much mountains and deserts are connected to my own silence.

For the first time I felt that only in extreme silence of mind, one could feel the love which mountains, trees and deserts offer. I really felt as if nobody loved me until I felt those beautiful mountains in my extreme silence.

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Only in extreme silence of mind,One could feel love which nature offers.

I always thought that I had to go to party or go for clubbing to celebrate life. But it was first moment of my life when I realized that celebrations lie in extreme silence of mind. I realized that one who has started to celebrate nothingness in extreme silence has found the true meaning of celebration.

While driving across nature, I could not believe that life could be so complete and satisfying. I could not believe that even nature sings and voice of nature is most melodic.

Until I reached California, I really found the reason of my travel. I really found that I was missing love in my life. I really found that I was missing an art to listen to the songs of mountains.

Only my first few weeks of travel gave me a reason to keep travelling more. Only in first few weeks of my travel I realized that whole purpose of life is to celebrate.

Today it’s been a year since I started travelling the world. I feel so blessed that I found lost part of my personality. I feel so blessed that I started feeling infinite love which is condensed in my heart.

Love -Language of Soul

Love is a word probably most used in English language. Even though Love is most used but yet least understood.

Love is an eternal feeling, which is beyond thought. Since language is product of thought, scope of language to define love is limited.

Most of humans are illusioned with the fact that they are in love when they know nothing about love. Most of the time people confuse attachment with love.

Love is a feeling, which starts from heart and ends nowhere. Love condenses when it goes into heart and expands to infinity when goes out of the heart.

Love is a feeling, which is born out of utter freedom. Love never exists where commitment exists. In fact where love exists, nothing else exists.

Love really knows no impossibility. Every thing is possible in love. When love matters, nothing else matters.

Love is like a candle with infinite flame. The infinite flame of love shares its radiance with whole universe.

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Love would be even more brighter than brightness produced if Earth mingles into Sun.

Love can only be understood in extreme silence of mind. Love is a feeling, which could only be experienced by human awareness.

Love could be the only reason for existence. Love could be the only reason behind life.Love could be the only reason behind death.

Love is what divine understands. Love is what divine  uses to communicate.Infact love is the language of soul.

Love,

Varun