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Life-An awareness
Something as mysterious as Life could have lot of meanings associated to it. Since existence Human has been trying to find the true meaning of life.
According to capitalism meaning of life could be just to make material wealth whereas from a spiritual prospective, meaning of life could be to attain enlightenment
I wonder many times if life really has any meaning associated to it though?
To understand life more deeply, one really has to feel everything life is composed of. It could be anything from body, mind, breath, nature and universe.
Either we talk about human life or life of universe, the fact is that life is just a vibration. Different vibrations are associated with different awareness levels in which life could exist at.
While talking about human life, when mind is totally occupied, life exists in lowest level of awareness. Imperfection is associated with lowest level of human life. From any desire to attachment, each thought of human mind is a symbol of imperfection
More the life exists at higher levels of awareness, lesser the Mind is occupied with thoughts. Highest level of awareness is when mind is completely empty. Perfection is associated with highest level of awareness.
The misery with Human being is that we tend to live at only one awareness level even though life could exist in many different awareness levels. Most of us are so much lost in trying to achieve certain materialistic goals that we just forgot to feel the bliss associated with life when exists at higher awareness levels. In civilized society, we have certainly lost our capability to feel life at higher awareness level.
Certain people who start to feel life at higher level of awareness never want to live at lower level, which is again a misery.
Life is a series of changing awareness.
Life could be only complete if one appreciate imperfection at lower awareness and appreciate the euphoria as well associated with highest awareness levels.
Definitely life is just awareness that exists at different levels.Surely meaning of life is just to appreciate and feel the ever-changing awareness which life is composed of.
Love,
Vaarun
Thought-Layer between Human and God
Thought is the only layer between human and God. In fact God is part of human. Human is very special creature since human is only species which could recognize when it becomes God.
But misery with human is that for centuries he has been searching for God outside in temples, churches and various other religious places.
Thought is what makes us human. All the human actions are dependent upon thought. Human simply cannot act until a thought comes in mind.
All the scientific discoveries are result of thought. In fact even temples, churches, religion is also product of thought.
All the feelings from anger, ego, and fear are also result of thought. In fact any feeling or discovery, which is mundane, has to be result of thought.
But what happens when human is thoughtless? Most of human never care to feel the moments of thoughtlessness.
But it is only in the moment of thoughtlessness when human could recognize that God is not separated from Human.Infact any moment when human is thoughtless, human becomes God.
Thought is the only layer between Human and God
Only one human feeling which is not the result of thought is love. Love is born when human is thoughtless. Love is purely a result of utter freedom from human thought.
In the moments of love, when human is thoughtless, human becomes love and love is the only reason behind each form of creation, manifestation.
One reason that creation is permanent is because the source behind creation is love. Since thought is the reason behind all scientific discoveries, science dies with the death of civilization but wisdom, which is the result of love never, dies.
Human has been destroying nature with all the ridiculous discoveries for centuries without understanding that human is not different from nature. Source of creation behind human and nature is same and the very source is thoughtlessness.
I hope one day human would understand that destroying nature is eventually going to destroy human only since human is not different from nature.
I hope one day human would understand that thoughtlessness is the only God he has been searching for centuries. I hope I would be alive to see that day when all the misery caused by human thought would vanish on planet earth.
I can’t wait when human would start living in thoughtlessness and planet earth would be filled by love. I am sure that such world would be full of creation and freedom which human has been striving for centuries.
Love,
Varun
Truth Behind Celibacy
It’s been more than a year ago when I started feeling some mystical phenomena’s inside my body. It’s been more than a year since I quit job to find if there was something more to my robotic life.
In my hope to find the meaning of life to some deeper extent, I started travelling. Since I was born in India and India is considered land of mystics, I went to India to understand something as mystical as life.
While travelling in India, I met so many monks and sadhus. I was surprised that those monks have quit worldly pleasures in search of something mystical.
It was even more surprising to me when I came to know that those monks were forcing to be celibate in hope to get enlightenment.
I already realized that celibacy could never be forced. I realized that celibacy is not about having no sex but celibacy is all about overcoming desire of sex.
One who is filled with love is a celibate in my eyes. It does not matter if such person indulges in sexual activities or not.
One of the reasons I got spiritually awakened was since I never repressed any act in my life. Awakening is a pure result of freedom. No one in this universe could become aware of spiritual awakening by repressing natural act like sex.
After unlocking my own inborn wisdom, I realized that one who has overcome the desire of sex is only capable to perform sex out of love. One who performs sex out of love is really a celibate in my eyes
Celibacy is not about repression but freedom
I wanted to tell those monks that enlightenment is not a result of celibacy but celibacy could be a result of enlightenment. I wanted to explain them that the true definition of celibacy but I felt hopeless in unconditioning human mind.
Even though I never judge human since I love human imperfection so much, but somewhere in my heart I felt pity for those monks who were forcing to be celibate to attain something mystical in life.
I hope one-day humanity would understand the true meaning behind the teachings of enlightened people like Buddha.
I hope one-day humanity would understand that Buddha was pointing towards love but not misery. Surely one-day humanity would understand that Buddha was pointing towards freedom not repression.
Love,
Varun
Death-A valley of love
What happens at the time of Death? I was always curious about this question from my childhood. I would often ask this question to my parents, my schoolteachers but everybody would always ignore this question of mine.
Slowly I realized that people around me don’t even want to talk about Death. I realized that people are too fearful to even think about Death.
I was so curious to know about death that I completely forgot to know anything about life. But sooner I realized that it’s not possible to know about death until I understand life completely. I realized that its not death but life that is mysterious.
It’s Life not Death that is mysterious.
In trying to unveil mystical phenomena of life and death, one day I came across my own mind. Not until I passed out of college, I realized that I got mind, which constantly keeps, on generating thoughts.
The moment I realized about my own mind, which generates thoughts, every micro second, I started wondering what happens when my mind does not generate any thoughts.
With my efforts to understand mechanism of mind, I slowly started to be thoughtless where my mind would not generate any thoughts. Surprisingly I started to understand the meaning of life in the moments of thoughtlessness.
I realized that there is one feeling called love, which exists at the time of me being thoughtless. The more thoughtless I could be, more I could feel the infinite love condensed in my heart.
Surprisingly I started realizing that meaning of life is to feel the infinite love human is born with.
The silence of my mind started talking to me and I found that Death is not separate from Life. I found that Death is a part of life where life attains supreme awareness level.
I was fortunate to go beyond my thoughts and realize that Death is nothing more than a valley of love. In fact I was fortunate enough to understand that Love is the only bondage between Life and Death.
Today, I am pretty sure that until one falls in love, it’s not possible for any human to understand the meaning of life. It’s not simply possible for human to know that death is a valley of love until one falls in love with life.
Love,
Varun
Love-A state of being
Love is not a word to understand but a state of being to experience. I would say that the uttermost state of being free is love.
Most of times people confuse attachment with love. People get attached to their families and then call it love without understanding that love is unconditional.
Love is an eternal feeling which is beyond thought. There is no way that love could exist when thought exists. Only attachment could exist when thought exists.
In fact Love exists in the moments when human life exists in deepest of its awareness level. At lower levels of human awareness, only attachment exists.
Love is like a fire which could burn all the desires.Infact nobody could ever overcome never ending human desires forcefully. Love was the only reason behind all those people who had ever overcome all the human desires.
There could be nothing more satisfying than a moment of love in the entire universe. Only love is capable to satisfy any human forever.
Love is most powerful feeling but yet makes one most humble. No Human could be more humble than a wise man who is full of love.
Love is most powerful yet makes one most humble.One in love simply radiates light as Sun.
Love is the reason behind powerful weapon like wisdom of a wise man. Wisdom is born out of moments of infinite love.
Love is mother of freedom. Where love exists, Freedom exists. Freedom is in fact a by-product of love.
Love is beyond the reach of time, space. Time only exists where love does not exist. Where love exists, only timelessness exists.
Love is the creator, menifester of life on entire universe. In fact love could be the only creator of universe itself.
I could not find any other reason to have life other than loving oneself and everybody else unconditionally.
Love is in fact only healer which is capable to heal the never ending human misery in modern civilized society.
Love,
Varun
Modern society-A Misery
Since I was a kid, I have been taught to take responsibility. From my parents to school teachers, everybody taught me to take responsibility for something.
Each of my mentors in life taught me to compete with other human beings in life. From kindergarten to university, I kept on competing with others for something.
After I finished my education, I got good job in corporate sector. Even though I was making a good salary but my desire to possess things was never ending. I literally felt that I have been brain washed to compete and possess things by education system and other belief systems in society.
Even though I was so much indulged in trying to possess wealth, I would always give sometime to my own thinking. Being philosophical is my basic nature even though nobody taught me this.
Every day I would sit by myself quietly for one hour during lunch time while I was working for corporate sector. It was one afternoon when I went into deep meditation while sitting quietly thinking about my own life. All of sudden I felt so much love in that moment. It was literally that moment which changed my whole life.
After experiencing that moment of love, I realized that from my parents to school teachers, nobody ever taught me love. I just realized that education system teaches everything except love.
It is just lack of love that we try to possess things. It is only lack of love that we keep on trying to compete with each other. Society literally teaches human to be paid slave. Society is in fact incapable to teach anything about love since it does not know anything about freedom and love.
I was fortunate to experience that moment of love which unconditioned my brain from ridiculous conditioning of competition. But I still wonder about misery prevailing within human race in modern society.
I am sure that if a moment of love could end my misery by ending my desire to possess things and compete with others, then love would definitely change each human being in civilization.
Sharing leads to love. Division could only lead to misery.
I am sure that soon we would live in a society where everybody would share among each other instead of competing. I am sure that one day foundation of our society would be love and freedom instead of misery and slavery.
Love,
Varun
Life-A Celebration
It’s been a year since I started my travel Journey. One reason that I decided travel was to know if life really has to offer something more than money.
I really had an intuition that life has something more to offer than my mechanical lifestyle. In my hope to find something more I started my travel with a road trip across USA.
During my first few weeks of travel, I started realizing that how much I was disconnected from nature. While driving in dawn and dusk, I started finding touching beauty of my soul.
I started feeling and that dawn and dusk represents my soul. I felt for moments that one purpose of life could be to feel dawn and dusk.
On the way to my road trip I went across beautiful mountains, deserts and greenery. While crossing those mountains, deserts, I started feeling my own silence. I felt that how much mountains and deserts are connected to my own silence.
For the first time I felt that only in extreme silence of mind, one could feel the love which mountains, trees and deserts offer. I really felt as if nobody loved me until I felt those beautiful mountains in my extreme silence.
Only in extreme silence of mind,One could feel love which nature offers.
I always thought that I had to go to party or go for clubbing to celebrate life. But it was first moment of my life when I realized that celebrations lie in extreme silence of mind. I realized that one who has started to celebrate nothingness in extreme silence has found the true meaning of celebration.
While driving across nature, I could not believe that life could be so complete and satisfying. I could not believe that even nature sings and voice of nature is most melodic.
Until I reached California, I really found the reason of my travel. I really found that I was missing love in my life. I really found that I was missing an art to listen to the songs of mountains.
Only my first few weeks of travel gave me a reason to keep travelling more. Only in first few weeks of my travel I realized that whole purpose of life is to celebrate.
Today it’s been a year since I started travelling the world. I feel so blessed that I found lost part of my personality. I feel so blessed that I started feeling infinite love which is condensed in my heart.
Accepting Imperfection-A way towards Enlightenment
Enlightenment is a moment when one feels infinite bliss by merging into infinite nothingness. It is a state of human awareness where human mind mingles into consciousness.
No Human in this universe could be enlightened forever. State of extreme bliss as enlightenment exists only in moments.
In fact human is not born to be enlightened forever. Human is indeed born to live for imperfection as well. Human mind symbolizes imperfection whereas consciousness symbolizes perfection. If the goal was to be perfect always, consciousness would never have manifested human mind.
The reason for human to exist is to swing in between perfection as well as imperfection. The one goal of human life could be to accept and appreciate imperfection contained in human mind.
One misery with human is that we never understand that mind is imperfect. We never realize that feelings which originate from human like lust,anger,fear symbolizes imperfection. Most of the time human keeps on trying to get rid of these feelings without accepting and appreciating them. But the fact is that the moment we accept these imperfect feelings, we move towards love which is perfection.
Human never realizes that even desire to have no desire also symbolizes imperfection. It is also another obstacle to Enlightenment. The only way to get enlightenment is acceptance of all desires, all feelings which are imperfect.
Nobody in this universe can force perfection. In other words nobody in this universe can force enlgihtenment.There is no way to get rid of imperfection of mind forcefully.Ony way to get rid of imperfection and touch perfection is by accepting and appreciating thought mechanism of mind.
Accepting Imperfection is a way to touch perfection.Accepting imperfection is a way to get enlightenment.
After one get glimpse of state of infinite bliss as enlightenment,One could realize that human is born to live for imperfection as well. Perfection would hold no value if somebody had never experienced imperfection.
Life is not complete unless one has lived the moments of imperfection as well perfection. Life is really not complete unless one could not swing in between perfection as well as imperfection.
I hope that one day human would understand that reason of birth is not to get enlightened only but to appreciate imperfection of human mind as well. I hope that human would understand that accepting imperfection is a way to get enlightenment
I hope to be alive on the day when human would be no more forgotten mystic .I hope to be alive on the day when each human would be enlightened on this planet called Earth.
human-a spiritual being
Spirituality is not separated from human existence. In fact spirituality is a part of human existence.
Life cannot be complete if someone cannot live up to both human and spiritual aspect of his personality.
Thought is what gives rise to human personality. Most of us act based upon the thought based mechanism. Action based upon thought based mechanism can never be perfect.
During human aspect of our personality mind acts as master of body. Mind generates thoughts based upon which body acts. Since thought is mundane, human aspect of us is temporary and imperfect.
Spiritual aspect of personality comes into picture when one starts going beyond thought. The moment one goes beyond thought, one touches perfection.
Body becomes slave of consciousness when one goes beyond the kingdom of thought. When one is controlled by consciousness, one could realize the spiritual aspect of our personality which knows only perfection. There could be nothing more blissful when body becomes slave of consciousness instead of thought.
Most of human keep striving for having spiritual experiences without realizing that spirituality is part of human existence. None other than our own inner self in this universe can help us experiencing spiritual aspect of our personality.
On the other hand most of us never even realize that there is something more to our human personality. Most of us become so much slave of mind that the never realize that there is some blissful experience which exist beyond mind.
Some who go beyond mind and start having spiritual experiences never want to live for human imperfection anymore.Such kind of people start living life in their own spiritual world forgetting about human aspect of existence.
One who has never experienced spiritual aspect of existence is surely living an incomplete life. But on the other hand one who has gone beyond human aspect and started experiencing spiritual aspect but does not want to live for human imperfection is also living an incomplete life.
One who has touched perfection but still live appreciating imperfection is greatest of all.
One who starts having spiritual experiences but still start living for human imperfection is a mystic. Life of such mystic is complete. In fact life of such mystic is greatest gift to humanity.
Love,
Varun
Love -Language of Soul
Love is a word probably most used in English language. Even though Love is most used but yet least understood.
Love is an eternal feeling, which is beyond thought. Since language is product of thought, scope of language to define love is limited.
Most of humans are illusioned with the fact that they are in love when they know nothing about love. Most of the time people confuse attachment with love.
Love is a feeling, which starts from heart and ends nowhere. Love condenses when it goes into heart and expands to infinity when goes out of the heart.
Love is a feeling, which is born out of utter freedom. Love never exists where commitment exists. In fact where love exists, nothing else exists.
Love really knows no impossibility. Every thing is possible in love. When love matters, nothing else matters.
Love is like a candle with infinite flame. The infinite flame of love shares its radiance with whole universe.
Love would be even more brighter than brightness produced if Earth mingles into Sun.
Love can only be understood in extreme silence of mind. Love is a feeling, which could only be experienced by human awareness.
Love could be the only reason for existence. Love could be the only reason behind life.Love could be the only reason behind death.
Love is what divine understands. Love is what divine uses to communicate.Infact love is the language of soul.
Love,
Varun
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