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Thought-Layer between Human and God
Thought is the only layer between human and God. In fact God is part of human. Human is very special creature since human is only species which could recognize when it becomes God.
But misery with human is that for centuries he has been searching for God outside in temples, churches and various other religious places.
Thought is what makes us human. All the human actions are dependent upon thought. Human simply cannot act until a thought comes in mind.
All the scientific discoveries are result of thought. In fact even temples, churches, religion is also product of thought.
All the feelings from anger, ego, and fear are also result of thought. In fact any feeling or discovery, which is mundane, has to be result of thought.
But what happens when human is thoughtless? Most of human never care to feel the moments of thoughtlessness.
But it is only in the moment of thoughtlessness when human could recognize that God is not separated from Human.Infact any moment when human is thoughtless, human becomes God.
Thought is the only layer between Human and God
Only one human feeling which is not the result of thought is love. Love is born when human is thoughtless. Love is purely a result of utter freedom from human thought.
In the moments of love, when human is thoughtless, human becomes love and love is the only reason behind each form of creation, manifestation.
One reason that creation is permanent is because the source behind creation is love. Since thought is the reason behind all scientific discoveries, science dies with the death of civilization but wisdom, which is the result of love never, dies.
Human has been destroying nature with all the ridiculous discoveries for centuries without understanding that human is not different from nature. Source of creation behind human and nature is same and the very source is thoughtlessness.
I hope one day human would understand that destroying nature is eventually going to destroy human only since human is not different from nature.
I hope one day human would understand that thoughtlessness is the only God he has been searching for centuries. I hope I would be alive to see that day when all the misery caused by human thought would vanish on planet earth.
I can’t wait when human would start living in thoughtlessness and planet earth would be filled by love. I am sure that such world would be full of creation and freedom which human has been striving for centuries.
Love,
Varun
Truth Behind Celibacy
It’s been more than a year ago when I started feeling some mystical phenomena’s inside my body. It’s been more than a year since I quit job to find if there was something more to my robotic life.
In my hope to find the meaning of life to some deeper extent, I started travelling. Since I was born in India and India is considered land of mystics, I went to India to understand something as mystical as life.
While travelling in India, I met so many monks and sadhus. I was surprised that those monks have quit worldly pleasures in search of something mystical.
It was even more surprising to me when I came to know that those monks were forcing to be celibate in hope to get enlightenment.
I already realized that celibacy could never be forced. I realized that celibacy is not about having no sex but celibacy is all about overcoming desire of sex.
One who is filled with love is a celibate in my eyes. It does not matter if such person indulges in sexual activities or not.
One of the reasons I got spiritually awakened was since I never repressed any act in my life. Awakening is a pure result of freedom. No one in this universe could become aware of spiritual awakening by repressing natural act like sex.
After unlocking my own inborn wisdom, I realized that one who has overcome the desire of sex is only capable to perform sex out of love. One who performs sex out of love is really a celibate in my eyes
Celibacy is not about repression but freedom
I wanted to tell those monks that enlightenment is not a result of celibacy but celibacy could be a result of enlightenment. I wanted to explain them that the true definition of celibacy but I felt hopeless in unconditioning human mind.
Even though I never judge human since I love human imperfection so much, but somewhere in my heart I felt pity for those monks who were forcing to be celibate to attain something mystical in life.
I hope one-day humanity would understand the true meaning behind the teachings of enlightened people like Buddha.
I hope one-day humanity would understand that Buddha was pointing towards love but not misery. Surely one-day humanity would understand that Buddha was pointing towards freedom not repression.
Love,
Varun
Death-A valley of love
What happens at the time of Death? I was always curious about this question from my childhood. I would often ask this question to my parents, my schoolteachers but everybody would always ignore this question of mine.
Slowly I realized that people around me don’t even want to talk about Death. I realized that people are too fearful to even think about Death.
I was so curious to know about death that I completely forgot to know anything about life. But sooner I realized that it’s not possible to know about death until I understand life completely. I realized that its not death but life that is mysterious.
It’s Life not Death that is mysterious.
In trying to unveil mystical phenomena of life and death, one day I came across my own mind. Not until I passed out of college, I realized that I got mind, which constantly keeps, on generating thoughts.
The moment I realized about my own mind, which generates thoughts, every micro second, I started wondering what happens when my mind does not generate any thoughts.
With my efforts to understand mechanism of mind, I slowly started to be thoughtless where my mind would not generate any thoughts. Surprisingly I started to understand the meaning of life in the moments of thoughtlessness.
I realized that there is one feeling called love, which exists at the time of me being thoughtless. The more thoughtless I could be, more I could feel the infinite love condensed in my heart.
Surprisingly I started realizing that meaning of life is to feel the infinite love human is born with.
The silence of my mind started talking to me and I found that Death is not separate from Life. I found that Death is a part of life where life attains supreme awareness level.
I was fortunate to go beyond my thoughts and realize that Death is nothing more than a valley of love. In fact I was fortunate enough to understand that Love is the only bondage between Life and Death.
Today, I am pretty sure that until one falls in love, it’s not possible for any human to understand the meaning of life. It’s not simply possible for human to know that death is a valley of love until one falls in love with life.
Love,
Varun
Love-A state of being
Love is not a word to understand but a state of being to experience. I would say that the uttermost state of being free is love.
Most of times people confuse attachment with love. People get attached to their families and then call it love without understanding that love is unconditional.
Love is an eternal feeling which is beyond thought. There is no way that love could exist when thought exists. Only attachment could exist when thought exists.
In fact Love exists in the moments when human life exists in deepest of its awareness level. At lower levels of human awareness, only attachment exists.
Love is like a fire which could burn all the desires.Infact nobody could ever overcome never ending human desires forcefully. Love was the only reason behind all those people who had ever overcome all the human desires.
There could be nothing more satisfying than a moment of love in the entire universe. Only love is capable to satisfy any human forever.
Love is most powerful feeling but yet makes one most humble. No Human could be more humble than a wise man who is full of love.
Love is most powerful yet makes one most humble.One in love simply radiates light as Sun.
Love is the reason behind powerful weapon like wisdom of a wise man. Wisdom is born out of moments of infinite love.
Love is mother of freedom. Where love exists, Freedom exists. Freedom is in fact a by-product of love.
Love is beyond the reach of time, space. Time only exists where love does not exist. Where love exists, only timelessness exists.
Love is the creator, menifester of life on entire universe. In fact love could be the only creator of universe itself.
I could not find any other reason to have life other than loving oneself and everybody else unconditionally.
Love is in fact only healer which is capable to heal the never ending human misery in modern civilized society.
Love,
Varun
Modern society-A Misery
Since I was a kid, I have been taught to take responsibility. From my parents to school teachers, everybody taught me to take responsibility for something.
Each of my mentors in life taught me to compete with other human beings in life. From kindergarten to university, I kept on competing with others for something.
After I finished my education, I got good job in corporate sector. Even though I was making a good salary but my desire to possess things was never ending. I literally felt that I have been brain washed to compete and possess things by education system and other belief systems in society.
Even though I was so much indulged in trying to possess wealth, I would always give sometime to my own thinking. Being philosophical is my basic nature even though nobody taught me this.
Every day I would sit by myself quietly for one hour during lunch time while I was working for corporate sector. It was one afternoon when I went into deep meditation while sitting quietly thinking about my own life. All of sudden I felt so much love in that moment. It was literally that moment which changed my whole life.
After experiencing that moment of love, I realized that from my parents to school teachers, nobody ever taught me love. I just realized that education system teaches everything except love.
It is just lack of love that we try to possess things. It is only lack of love that we keep on trying to compete with each other. Society literally teaches human to be paid slave. Society is in fact incapable to teach anything about love since it does not know anything about freedom and love.
I was fortunate to experience that moment of love which unconditioned my brain from ridiculous conditioning of competition. But I still wonder about misery prevailing within human race in modern society.
I am sure that if a moment of love could end my misery by ending my desire to possess things and compete with others, then love would definitely change each human being in civilization.
Sharing leads to love. Division could only lead to misery.
I am sure that soon we would live in a society where everybody would share among each other instead of competing. I am sure that one day foundation of our society would be love and freedom instead of misery and slavery.
Love,
Varun
Freedom-Mother of creativity
On my trip to India, One day in McLeod Ganj, my friend told me about a party at Shiva Café. Since I never miss any opportunity to celebrate life, I went to Shiva Café for this dance party.
One really has to walk up the mountain to go to Shiva Café. After going all the way up to the mountain, finally I went to the café where people were celebrating life like free souls.
I would say I had time of my life dancing with some real hippie people that night. One German guy told me about Boom festival in Europe in the party.
Since I always follow omens in life, next month I went to Portugal for boom festival. This was first time for me to go in such a multi cultural festival like Boom.
There were almost more than 30000 people who came to Boom from all around the world. I was surprised to see some people walking fully naked in the festival. I never saw such human freedom in civilization before.
Since one aspect of my personality is philosophy. So philosophy goes with me where ever I go. Every day I would sit by myself and would observe different human beings who came to boom from all over the world.
I could feel a total change in human behavior in boom festival. For the first time I realized how much creativeness, freedom could bring in human.
I realized that basic nature of human is to be wild. Only in utter wilderness, human could reach topmost level of creativeness lying within human awareness.
I felt that one reason of misery in civilization is lack of freedom. When human is not free, there is no way human could be creative. Unless human is creative, there is no way human could touch the eternal feeling like love. Unless human could touch Love, there is no way he could get rid of misery.
I felt that in civilization, human has lost its capability to live in awareness. Since Human has lost capability to live in awareness, Human has lost capability to be creative. There is no way, Human could come out of misery until human is creative since creativeness gives birth to love.
Freedom gives birth to Creativity which in turn gives birth to Love
Back in India, I met so many people who went there to find meaning of life. For a moment, I felt pity for those people. I felt that meaning of life lies in creativity which lies in human awareness. Only Human creation could define the meaning of life.
One thing I learnt from boom is that since we cannot go back to totally being uncivilized, but we can create environment like boom permanently in civilization itself where human could be free.
We could create environment where the whole idea would be to share unconditionally. We could create a world where one would just share wisdom, wealth and everything else with other human beings.
We really could create a world where each human would be totally free. I am pretty sure that each human would be an artist with his own creativity in such world. I am pretty sure that such world would be full of love. Misery would never come close to human in such world.
Love,
Varun
Love-An unconditional feeling
I never plan when I travel.I would say I never plan anything in life.If I plan something by chance,I would never do that.
With no planning in my mind,I started a trip to india back in february.Couple of Strangers on the way to India told me that Rishikesh is pretty kool place to start travelling.So keeping this in mind,I started travelling in India from Rishikesh.
One thing I always felt that love is unconditional.I really wanted to experience some moments of uncondtional love on my travel.I was following all omens to find a moment of uncondtinal love.
In Rishikesh I became very good friend with one old dutch couple.They were my neighbours on beautiful Hotel on River Ganga. Coincidently the indian name of old dutch lady was also Ganga.This dutch couple was in Rishikesh to meet some spirtual master.Me being very spiritual,I would have conversation on spiritulity with Dutch couple every evening.
Rishikesh is such a lively place that you really never realize how quickly time goes by.All of sudden,It was two weeks for me to be in Rishikesh.I decided to leave the city and go to south India.I told Dutch couple that I was leaving next day.
Next morning,somebody knocked my door at around 7 am in the morning.I just woke up and opened the door.I saw Dutch old lady infront of my half opened eyes.Since I was leaving that day,she asked me to give her a hug.In my half asleep,I gave her a tight hug.
Suddenly After she left I started crying like a baby.I kept on crying for almost 15 minutes.I just realized that no human had ever offered me such unconditional love.I felt that the moment I hugged her was so full of love that It lived forever.
Depth of innocence in eyes of one in love reveals that love has to be unconditional
I realized that only moment of love is real,Everything else is just an illusion.I realized that moment of love is not a dream but it is the only reality.
Its almost a year since I hugged the old dutch lady and cried like a baby.Its been a year that one moment of love taught me that love is always uncondtional.If there is any condition exists in love,then it is just an illusion of love.
Love,
Varun
Life-A Celebration
It’s been a year since I started my travel Journey. One reason that I decided travel was to know if life really has to offer something more than money.
I really had an intuition that life has something more to offer than my mechanical lifestyle. In my hope to find something more I started my travel with a road trip across USA.
During my first few weeks of travel, I started realizing that how much I was disconnected from nature. While driving in dawn and dusk, I started finding touching beauty of my soul.
I started feeling and that dawn and dusk represents my soul. I felt for moments that one purpose of life could be to feel dawn and dusk.
On the way to my road trip I went across beautiful mountains, deserts and greenery. While crossing those mountains, deserts, I started feeling my own silence. I felt that how much mountains and deserts are connected to my own silence.
For the first time I felt that only in extreme silence of mind, one could feel the love which mountains, trees and deserts offer. I really felt as if nobody loved me until I felt those beautiful mountains in my extreme silence.
Only in extreme silence of mind,One could feel love which nature offers.
I always thought that I had to go to party or go for clubbing to celebrate life. But it was first moment of my life when I realized that celebrations lie in extreme silence of mind. I realized that one who has started to celebrate nothingness in extreme silence has found the true meaning of celebration.
While driving across nature, I could not believe that life could be so complete and satisfying. I could not believe that even nature sings and voice of nature is most melodic.
Until I reached California, I really found the reason of my travel. I really found that I was missing love in my life. I really found that I was missing an art to listen to the songs of mountains.
Only my first few weeks of travel gave me a reason to keep travelling more. Only in first few weeks of my travel I realized that whole purpose of life is to celebrate.
Today it’s been a year since I started travelling the world. I feel so blessed that I found lost part of my personality. I feel so blessed that I started feeling infinite love which is condensed in my heart.
Accepting Imperfection-A way towards Enlightenment
Enlightenment is a moment when one feels infinite bliss by merging into infinite nothingness. It is a state of human awareness where human mind mingles into consciousness.
No Human in this universe could be enlightened forever. State of extreme bliss as enlightenment exists only in moments.
In fact human is not born to be enlightened forever. Human is indeed born to live for imperfection as well. Human mind symbolizes imperfection whereas consciousness symbolizes perfection. If the goal was to be perfect always, consciousness would never have manifested human mind.
The reason for human to exist is to swing in between perfection as well as imperfection. The one goal of human life could be to accept and appreciate imperfection contained in human mind.
One misery with human is that we never understand that mind is imperfect. We never realize that feelings which originate from human like lust,anger,fear symbolizes imperfection. Most of the time human keeps on trying to get rid of these feelings without accepting and appreciating them. But the fact is that the moment we accept these imperfect feelings, we move towards love which is perfection.
Human never realizes that even desire to have no desire also symbolizes imperfection. It is also another obstacle to Enlightenment. The only way to get enlightenment is acceptance of all desires, all feelings which are imperfect.
Nobody in this universe can force perfection. In other words nobody in this universe can force enlgihtenment.There is no way to get rid of imperfection of mind forcefully.Ony way to get rid of imperfection and touch perfection is by accepting and appreciating thought mechanism of mind.
Accepting Imperfection is a way to touch perfection.Accepting imperfection is a way to get enlightenment.
After one get glimpse of state of infinite bliss as enlightenment,One could realize that human is born to live for imperfection as well. Perfection would hold no value if somebody had never experienced imperfection.
Life is not complete unless one has lived the moments of imperfection as well perfection. Life is really not complete unless one could not swing in between perfection as well as imperfection.
I hope that one day human would understand that reason of birth is not to get enlightened only but to appreciate imperfection of human mind as well. I hope that human would understand that accepting imperfection is a way to get enlightenment
I hope to be alive on the day when human would be no more forgotten mystic .I hope to be alive on the day when each human would be enlightened on this planet called Earth.
Love -Language of Soul
Love is a word probably most used in English language. Even though Love is most used but yet least understood.
Love is an eternal feeling, which is beyond thought. Since language is product of thought, scope of language to define love is limited.
Most of humans are illusioned with the fact that they are in love when they know nothing about love. Most of the time people confuse attachment with love.
Love is a feeling, which starts from heart and ends nowhere. Love condenses when it goes into heart and expands to infinity when goes out of the heart.
Love is a feeling, which is born out of utter freedom. Love never exists where commitment exists. In fact where love exists, nothing else exists.
Love really knows no impossibility. Every thing is possible in love. When love matters, nothing else matters.
Love is like a candle with infinite flame. The infinite flame of love shares its radiance with whole universe.
Love would be even more brighter than brightness produced if Earth mingles into Sun.
Love can only be understood in extreme silence of mind. Love is a feeling, which could only be experienced by human awareness.
Love could be the only reason for existence. Love could be the only reason behind life.Love could be the only reason behind death.
Love is what divine understands. Love is what divine uses to communicate.Infact love is the language of soul.
Love,
Varun
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