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Death-A blissful adventure
Death is what human brings with life at the time of birth. One thing is sure that one who is born has to die. Another thing, which is sure, is that one is born alone and dies alone.
Even though one who is born has to die, no human ever wanted to think about death on the course of life cycle. Most of us even get scared with name of death.
Most of us keep on trying to understand the meaning of life without trying to understand death. It could be one misery of human that we never want to talk about death.
But Death is not separated from Life. Love is the common bondage, which connect life and death.
In fact Death is not an end to Life but beginning of life at highest level of awareness.Between death and birth, life exists at highest awareness level. Some call it consciousness and some call it soul. But it is the life at highest awareness, which starts at the time of death.
One purpose of having human life could be to feel the death before one actually die. Feeling of death when alive could be the only enlightenment which human has been searching since existence.
One who is enlightened definitely knows that death is blissful. Such enlightened human has unveiled the mystery of life. Life falls in love with such human since he has fell in love with death.
But why each of us doesn’t feel the highest level of awareness and find out what exactly happens at death when alive?
The reason could be that since human is born alone and dies alone but human never wants to live alone. Human has forgotten to accept and appreciate his aloneness in the civilized societies.
But only in aloneness and utter silence of mind, Human could feel the mystical phenomena of highest awareness, which is called death and only in aloneness and utter nothingness, human could realize that there is nothing more blissful than death.
Only In aloneness and utter nothingness,We find that Death is a blissful adventure.
I hope one day human would realize that purpose of life is to appreciate aloneness and feel the bliss associated with aloneness.
I hope that human would understand that there is nothing to be scared about death but death is most blissful adventure of human life.
Love,
Varun
Love-A spiritual feeling
Thought is the reason for human to take any type of action. For human body to act, it needs thought. I would say that human Body is just a slave of thought.
Breath is the source behind mind to generate thoughts. Without breath, it is simply not possible for mind to generate any type of thoughts.
Mind could generate thoughts at different intensities. A thought generated at very deep intensity is called feeling. Each feeling from Anger, Fear, Happiness, Sorrow and Ego is basically a thought being generated at deep intensity.
Feelings are very important aspect of human personality. Feelings are indeed something, which makes us human. So many different human expressions like cry and laugh are induced by human feelings.
But our life is not only limited up to human aspect only. Spiritual aspect of human is what makes life complete. Thought is what gives us human personality whereas awareness is what gives us spiritual personality.
Since certain thought-generated feelings makes us human. Similar way there is feeling called love, which is generated by awareness that makes us spiritual.
Love is a spiritual feeling, which our spirit needs to evolve.Feeling like love only exists in the moment of awareness. When no thought exists, awareness exists and love exists where awareness exists.
Love is a spiritual feeling generated out of awareness.
Life simply could not be complete if one does not live up to both human and spiritual aspect of life. The reason of human misery in civilization is that we have forgotten to live life through awareness.
Since we have forgotten to live through awareness, we never fall in love. But there is no way that life could be complete unless human falls in love and unless life is not complete, One has to reborn in order to make it complete.
Love,
Varun
Life-An awareness
Something as mysterious as Life could have lot of meanings associated to it. Since existence Human has been trying to find the true meaning of life.
According to capitalism meaning of life could be just to make material wealth whereas from a spiritual prospective, meaning of life could be to attain enlightenment
I wonder many times if life really has any meaning associated to it though?
To understand life more deeply, one really has to feel everything life is composed of. It could be anything from body, mind, breath, nature and universe.
Either we talk about human life or life of universe, the fact is that life is just a vibration. Different vibrations are associated with different awareness levels in which life could exist at.
While talking about human life, when mind is totally occupied, life exists in lowest level of awareness. Imperfection is associated with lowest level of human life. From any desire to attachment, each thought of human mind is a symbol of imperfection
More the life exists at higher levels of awareness, lesser the Mind is occupied with thoughts. Highest level of awareness is when mind is completely empty. Perfection is associated with highest level of awareness.
The misery with Human being is that we tend to live at only one awareness level even though life could exist in many different awareness levels. Most of us are so much lost in trying to achieve certain materialistic goals that we just forgot to feel the bliss associated with life when exists at higher awareness levels. In civilized society, we have certainly lost our capability to feel life at higher awareness level.
Certain people who start to feel life at higher level of awareness never want to live at lower level, which is again a misery.
Life is a series of changing awareness.
Life could be only complete if one appreciate imperfection at lower awareness and appreciate the euphoria as well associated with highest awareness levels.
Definitely life is just awareness that exists at different levels.Surely meaning of life is just to appreciate and feel the ever-changing awareness which life is composed of.
Love,
Vaarun
Thought-Layer between Human and God
Thought is the only layer between human and God. In fact God is part of human. Human is very special creature since human is only species which could recognize when it becomes God.
But misery with human is that for centuries he has been searching for God outside in temples, churches and various other religious places.
Thought is what makes us human. All the human actions are dependent upon thought. Human simply cannot act until a thought comes in mind.
All the scientific discoveries are result of thought. In fact even temples, churches, religion is also product of thought.
All the feelings from anger, ego, and fear are also result of thought. In fact any feeling or discovery, which is mundane, has to be result of thought.
But what happens when human is thoughtless? Most of human never care to feel the moments of thoughtlessness.
But it is only in the moment of thoughtlessness when human could recognize that God is not separated from Human.Infact any moment when human is thoughtless, human becomes God.
Thought is the only layer between Human and God
Only one human feeling which is not the result of thought is love. Love is born when human is thoughtless. Love is purely a result of utter freedom from human thought.
In the moments of love, when human is thoughtless, human becomes love and love is the only reason behind each form of creation, manifestation.
One reason that creation is permanent is because the source behind creation is love. Since thought is the reason behind all scientific discoveries, science dies with the death of civilization but wisdom, which is the result of love never, dies.
Human has been destroying nature with all the ridiculous discoveries for centuries without understanding that human is not different from nature. Source of creation behind human and nature is same and the very source is thoughtlessness.
I hope one day human would understand that destroying nature is eventually going to destroy human only since human is not different from nature.
I hope one day human would understand that thoughtlessness is the only God he has been searching for centuries. I hope I would be alive to see that day when all the misery caused by human thought would vanish on planet earth.
I can’t wait when human would start living in thoughtlessness and planet earth would be filled by love. I am sure that such world would be full of creation and freedom which human has been striving for centuries.
Love,
Varun
Truth Behind Celibacy
It’s been more than a year ago when I started feeling some mystical phenomena’s inside my body. It’s been more than a year since I quit job to find if there was something more to my robotic life.
In my hope to find the meaning of life to some deeper extent, I started travelling. Since I was born in India and India is considered land of mystics, I went to India to understand something as mystical as life.
While travelling in India, I met so many monks and sadhus. I was surprised that those monks have quit worldly pleasures in search of something mystical.
It was even more surprising to me when I came to know that those monks were forcing to be celibate in hope to get enlightenment.
I already realized that celibacy could never be forced. I realized that celibacy is not about having no sex but celibacy is all about overcoming desire of sex.
One who is filled with love is a celibate in my eyes. It does not matter if such person indulges in sexual activities or not.
One of the reasons I got spiritually awakened was since I never repressed any act in my life. Awakening is a pure result of freedom. No one in this universe could become aware of spiritual awakening by repressing natural act like sex.
After unlocking my own inborn wisdom, I realized that one who has overcome the desire of sex is only capable to perform sex out of love. One who performs sex out of love is really a celibate in my eyes
Celibacy is not about repression but freedom
I wanted to tell those monks that enlightenment is not a result of celibacy but celibacy could be a result of enlightenment. I wanted to explain them that the true definition of celibacy but I felt hopeless in unconditioning human mind.
Even though I never judge human since I love human imperfection so much, but somewhere in my heart I felt pity for those monks who were forcing to be celibate to attain something mystical in life.
I hope one-day humanity would understand the true meaning behind the teachings of enlightened people like Buddha.
I hope one-day humanity would understand that Buddha was pointing towards love but not misery. Surely one-day humanity would understand that Buddha was pointing towards freedom not repression.
Love,
Varun
Death-A valley of love
What happens at the time of Death? I was always curious about this question from my childhood. I would often ask this question to my parents, my schoolteachers but everybody would always ignore this question of mine.
Slowly I realized that people around me don’t even want to talk about Death. I realized that people are too fearful to even think about Death.
I was so curious to know about death that I completely forgot to know anything about life. But sooner I realized that it’s not possible to know about death until I understand life completely. I realized that its not death but life that is mysterious.
It’s Life not Death that is mysterious.
In trying to unveil mystical phenomena of life and death, one day I came across my own mind. Not until I passed out of college, I realized that I got mind, which constantly keeps, on generating thoughts.
The moment I realized about my own mind, which generates thoughts, every micro second, I started wondering what happens when my mind does not generate any thoughts.
With my efforts to understand mechanism of mind, I slowly started to be thoughtless where my mind would not generate any thoughts. Surprisingly I started to understand the meaning of life in the moments of thoughtlessness.
I realized that there is one feeling called love, which exists at the time of me being thoughtless. The more thoughtless I could be, more I could feel the infinite love condensed in my heart.
Surprisingly I started realizing that meaning of life is to feel the infinite love human is born with.
The silence of my mind started talking to me and I found that Death is not separate from Life. I found that Death is a part of life where life attains supreme awareness level.
I was fortunate to go beyond my thoughts and realize that Death is nothing more than a valley of love. In fact I was fortunate enough to understand that Love is the only bondage between Life and Death.
Today, I am pretty sure that until one falls in love, it’s not possible for any human to understand the meaning of life. It’s not simply possible for human to know that death is a valley of love until one falls in love with life.
Love,
Varun
Life-A series of orgasms
Sex is an act,humanity is crazy about in the civilization. In fact sexual orgasm is the only pleasure most of humans have in civilized society.
But I often wonder if it is normal for people to crave for sex so much. I often wonder if human was never civilized, would human be still so much driven by sexual desire.
There is no doubt that sexual orgasm is one of the finest experience human could ever feel. In fact in civilization Sexual orgasm is only way left for human to feel a glimpse of euphoria.
The misery in civilization is that human has been limited to sexual orgasm for pleasure. Human has so much lost in civilization that he has lost the capability to rise above sexual orgasm for any kind of other pleasure.
But life offers other orgasms which are far deeper than sexual orgasm. In fact life is all about experiencing orgasms at different levels of awareness. But misery is that human has lost the capacity to shift awareness level.
Most of us live in the lowest levels of awareness where one could never rise above sexual orgasm. I am sure that if human was never got into civilization, he would have never lost his capability to shift awareness level to higher levels.
In civilization Death is considered as worst human experience since it ends life. Most of us often cry or get sad when somebody dies. But the fact is that death is most orgasmic experience human could ever have. Human experiences death at the highest level of awareness.
There are so many awareness levels which exist between sex and death. I would say sexual orgasm is of lowest quality since it occurs at lowest level of awareness. The more one rise above sexual orgasm and go toward death, the quality of orgasm increases.
Civilization has occupied human mind so much that it has become most difficult for human to shift awareness levels above the sexual point of awareness. Most of us live in lowest level of awareness and die without ever experiencing infinite bliss and joy life offers at higher levels of awareness.
I hope one day human would understand bliss is not limited to sexual orgasm but it starts from sexual orgasm and ends at death.
From Sex to Death,Life exists in different levels of awareness and each awareness level leads to different state of orgasm.
I hope one day human would understand that life is nothing more than an awareness at different levels and at each awareness level, different type of orgasm exists.
Love,
Varun
Love-A state of being
Love is not a word to understand but a state of being to experience. I would say that the uttermost state of being free is love.
Most of times people confuse attachment with love. People get attached to their families and then call it love without understanding that love is unconditional.
Love is an eternal feeling which is beyond thought. There is no way that love could exist when thought exists. Only attachment could exist when thought exists.
In fact Love exists in the moments when human life exists in deepest of its awareness level. At lower levels of human awareness, only attachment exists.
Love is like a fire which could burn all the desires.Infact nobody could ever overcome never ending human desires forcefully. Love was the only reason behind all those people who had ever overcome all the human desires.
There could be nothing more satisfying than a moment of love in the entire universe. Only love is capable to satisfy any human forever.
Love is most powerful feeling but yet makes one most humble. No Human could be more humble than a wise man who is full of love.
Love is most powerful yet makes one most humble.One in love simply radiates light as Sun.
Love is the reason behind powerful weapon like wisdom of a wise man. Wisdom is born out of moments of infinite love.
Love is mother of freedom. Where love exists, Freedom exists. Freedom is in fact a by-product of love.
Love is beyond the reach of time, space. Time only exists where love does not exist. Where love exists, only timelessness exists.
Love is the creator, menifester of life on entire universe. In fact love could be the only creator of universe itself.
I could not find any other reason to have life other than loving oneself and everybody else unconditionally.
Love is in fact only healer which is capable to heal the never ending human misery in modern civilized society.
Love,
Varun
Modern society-A Misery
Since I was a kid, I have been taught to take responsibility. From my parents to school teachers, everybody taught me to take responsibility for something.
Each of my mentors in life taught me to compete with other human beings in life. From kindergarten to university, I kept on competing with others for something.
After I finished my education, I got good job in corporate sector. Even though I was making a good salary but my desire to possess things was never ending. I literally felt that I have been brain washed to compete and possess things by education system and other belief systems in society.
Even though I was so much indulged in trying to possess wealth, I would always give sometime to my own thinking. Being philosophical is my basic nature even though nobody taught me this.
Every day I would sit by myself quietly for one hour during lunch time while I was working for corporate sector. It was one afternoon when I went into deep meditation while sitting quietly thinking about my own life. All of sudden I felt so much love in that moment. It was literally that moment which changed my whole life.
After experiencing that moment of love, I realized that from my parents to school teachers, nobody ever taught me love. I just realized that education system teaches everything except love.
It is just lack of love that we try to possess things. It is only lack of love that we keep on trying to compete with each other. Society literally teaches human to be paid slave. Society is in fact incapable to teach anything about love since it does not know anything about freedom and love.
I was fortunate to experience that moment of love which unconditioned my brain from ridiculous conditioning of competition. But I still wonder about misery prevailing within human race in modern society.
I am sure that if a moment of love could end my misery by ending my desire to possess things and compete with others, then love would definitely change each human being in civilization.
Sharing leads to love. Division could only lead to misery.
I am sure that soon we would live in a society where everybody would share among each other instead of competing. I am sure that one day foundation of our society would be love and freedom instead of misery and slavery.
Love,
Varun
Freedom-Mother of creativity
On my trip to India, One day in McLeod Ganj, my friend told me about a party at Shiva Café. Since I never miss any opportunity to celebrate life, I went to Shiva Café for this dance party.
One really has to walk up the mountain to go to Shiva Café. After going all the way up to the mountain, finally I went to the café where people were celebrating life like free souls.
I would say I had time of my life dancing with some real hippie people that night. One German guy told me about Boom festival in Europe in the party.
Since I always follow omens in life, next month I went to Portugal for boom festival. This was first time for me to go in such a multi cultural festival like Boom.
There were almost more than 30000 people who came to Boom from all around the world. I was surprised to see some people walking fully naked in the festival. I never saw such human freedom in civilization before.
Since one aspect of my personality is philosophy. So philosophy goes with me where ever I go. Every day I would sit by myself and would observe different human beings who came to boom from all over the world.
I could feel a total change in human behavior in boom festival. For the first time I realized how much creativeness, freedom could bring in human.
I realized that basic nature of human is to be wild. Only in utter wilderness, human could reach topmost level of creativeness lying within human awareness.
I felt that one reason of misery in civilization is lack of freedom. When human is not free, there is no way human could be creative. Unless human is creative, there is no way human could touch the eternal feeling like love. Unless human could touch Love, there is no way he could get rid of misery.
I felt that in civilization, human has lost its capability to live in awareness. Since Human has lost capability to live in awareness, Human has lost capability to be creative. There is no way, Human could come out of misery until human is creative since creativeness gives birth to love.
Freedom gives birth to Creativity which in turn gives birth to Love
Back in India, I met so many people who went there to find meaning of life. For a moment, I felt pity for those people. I felt that meaning of life lies in creativity which lies in human awareness. Only Human creation could define the meaning of life.
One thing I learnt from boom is that since we cannot go back to totally being uncivilized, but we can create environment like boom permanently in civilization itself where human could be free.
We could create environment where the whole idea would be to share unconditionally. We could create a world where one would just share wisdom, wealth and everything else with other human beings.
We really could create a world where each human would be totally free. I am pretty sure that each human would be an artist with his own creativity in such world. I am pretty sure that such world would be full of love. Misery would never come close to human in such world.
Love,
Varun
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