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Sex-A mystical phenomena
Since existence, Sex is the term that human is very much related to. Most of us spend our entire lives in trying to fulfill the craving of our sexual desire and still die not accomplishing the satisfaction to our sexual lives.
Sex is a very much mystical act to understand since it could be perceived in different ways at different levels of human awareness. In my prospective, to define sex is as vast as defining the boundary of an ocean with naked eyes.
For someone living at lower levels of awareness, sex could be extremely exciting act that could be used to entertain human thought. For such person sex is one of the most entertaining sources of pleasure. Similarly for a mystic who is living in higher awareness, sex could be just a normal act just like dancing, walking or eating food.
To understand the phenomena as subtle as sex, one must be able to perceive sex beyond the desire of sex. The human perception about sex changes totally in the moment one goes beyond the sexual desire.
Sex-A source of pleasure or a source of deep intimate ecstasy?
When one performs sex just out of desire and just to fulfill the emptiness of mind, sex leads to more hollowness. In such case, sex just becomes an object of entertainment and this objectification leads to loss of natural flow of energy that exists within the phenomena of sex.
On the other hand when one goes beyond the desire of sex and then performs sex out of a satisfaction but not hollowness, sex becomes an eternal state of existence. A mystic who is in utter peace of mind, sex no longer remains an object of entertainment, but for such mystic, sex becomes a very natural way to feel the physical existence of a being to the deepest levels of intimacy.
Sex is truly an extremely mystic act that could be defined and performed on different levels based upon different levels of human awareness. It could be performed for pleasure, reproduction or deep ecstatic intimacy.
Love,
Varun
Sadness-A sacred expression.
I am feeling very sad in this moment. I felt this kind of sadness after long time. I don’t know how to act in this state of my existence. So I just started writing to put sadness into words.
Often when I feel extremely sad, my sadness always leads me to some ecstatic event of life. So in my opinion sadness is just an omen towards Euphoria.
I feel that Sadness is just a way for our soul to communicate with us. In my opinion, sadness is no different from another sacred expression of our soul.
Sadness is another sacred expression through which our soul communicates with us.
I feel very grounded and humble in the moment of extreme sadness. My feelings of deep sadness are not very different from the feelings of love. I would say that deeper one feels the sadness , the more one goes towards love since sadness and love are just two different expressions of same entity called soul.
I never try to escape from the moment of sadness since I have a firm belief that moment of sadness has so much sacredness in it and this sacredness that exists within the sadness always brings us closer to our soul.
Sadness often reminds me the beauty of being ecstatic. Without the experience of sadness, I could never write any poetry to express the experience of ecstasy. In fact without sadness, defining Ecstasy is just futile.
I feel that Ecstasy exists since sadness exists. Without sadness, only dullness could exist.
Somehow I already started to feel ecstatic while embracing sadness while writing. So I am going to quit writing anymore since I promised myself that I would only write this post out of my sadness.
~Love
~Varun
Love-A song of Divine
There is a Passion that exists in the lust of lovers. The name of that passion is called love. Love is only true passion that could be known to humanity.
To fall in love is just like diving in Deep Ocean without even caring about the depth of ocean. The deeper one goes in love, more alive one starts to feel same like an ocean that becomes so full of life at its deeper levels.
Love is the reason of godliness that exists in dawn and dusk. Indeed it is light of love that shines so bright within the light of Sun.
Love gives birth to freedom and out of freedom,a state of bliss is born and in that state of bliss exists the meaning of Life as well as Death.
Love is the reason behind the rebelliousness of lovers. Love is magnetic in nature.It is because of love that lovers attract towards each others.
It is Love out of which poetry is born. It is love out of which music is born. It is rhythm of love in which existence finds harmony and sings the song of divine.
It is Love that fills the heart of a human and It is Love that is responsible for any kind of creativity that exists within the existence.
Not only I owe my life to Love but I owe my death also to Love. I am no more than a piece of flesh without this insane feeling of love within my heart.
Love,
Varun
Creativity-Mother of art
Creativity is not an art but an act and out of this act of creativity, each and every type of art is born. Life itself is an art that is born out of creativity of creator.
Since Life is an art, each living being is born to be an artist. To be an artist, one does not have to perform some music concert or do some paintings. I would say anyone who could transform a moment of nothingness into celebration is an artist.
There is infinite amount of art and creativity in the silence of trees, same way there is so much of art present in the ducks floating in water in utter silence and in the chirping of birds. But most of us could never recognize the artwork present within the nature. We must take the ego away and look at the creation, and then only could we see the everlasting beauty of artwork in a creation.
So much Creativity is present in the ducks floating on water if one looks at them with an eye beyond ego.
Since human is also part of nature and since every existing being is so creative, Human is also supposed to be creative. In fact only an act like creativity could ever end the never ending misery of human being.
I often wonder what happened to the creativity of human being?
Evolution of mind could be one reason of lack of creativity among humans. Human mind has evolved so much that we have totally become unaware of the fact that life could exist beyond the mind too. We have become more like machines where we tend to satisfy ourselves with our monotonous mechanical lifestyles.
The other reason could be the invention of money. Money is really good to have but greed for Money often kills the creativity of a gifted artist. Money has made modern art very much goal oriented and when art becomes goal oriented, it loses the basic essence of creativity.
I hope one day human would realize that creativity is born out of ecstasy same ways as human life is born out of creativity of ecstatic divine. I hope that one-day human would realize that none other than creativity is only capable to fulfill human life with ecstasy and make it complete.
Love,
Varun
Life-A vibration
Life is simple but human mind has become too complicated to understand this simple phenomenon of life.
Life is simple but human mind has become too complicated to understand it.
Life is born out of creativity. So meaning of life could not be understood unless one is creative. In fact one meaning of life could be to be creative.
Human mind has evolved so much that we lost a sense of creativity in our evolution of mind. Even trying to find a meaning associated to life is also just a sign of lack of creativity.
The creator behind life is vibration energy. Some call that energy soul and some say it consciousness. Both Mind and body has been manifested out of this blissful vibration.
Until one feels the flow of this vibration energy inside the sacred body, it’s not possible for one to be creative and until one is creative, life cant be understood.
I wonder sometimes that why human has lost the capacity to feel the flow of energy inside the body?
One reason is that since human mind has evolved so much, it has become so difficult for human to come out of the mind itself. Human being is completely lost in mind. We have started thinking that life is limited up to mind but in reality mind is just a manifestation of creative energy within us.
Until we come out of our mind, we can’t be aware of blissful vibrations inside our body. The only way we could come out of our mind is by observing our thoughts without any judgment all the time. Only in observation of our mind, we could unveil the mystery of something as subtle as life.
Human mind has not been manifested to invent mundane discoveries of nuclear weapons, but it has been manifested to put the divine experience of life energy into words.
Human mind has evolved to put the expression of soul into words. Definitely it has evolved to be poetic but not to be patriotic.
I feel pity on human race in civilization, which is not capable to feel the bliss associated with life. It is such a pity that we are born to be in bliss but we are suffering because of evolution of our own mind.
Love,
Varun
Silence-Mother of creativity
Traveling is very much connected to a mind, which is extremely meditative. Nature acts as a magnet and attracts one who is awakened.
The reason that nature attracts an awakened being is that they have same amount of emptiness and creativity inside them.
In fact travelling is a meditation for me too since it opens channels of my creativity. I feel utter freedom when sitting on the mountains while talking to them.
On my last trip of India, I was fortunate enough to trek on the sacred mountains of Himalayas. While sitting on top of mountains, I could feel the breath of those mountains.
I could actually feel that those mountains and trees have lot of creativity inside them. I felt for a moment that human has lost creativity inside him due to miserable and dull capitalistic societies.
I realized everything from mountains to trees except civilized human could feel the bliss present in life. We have simple lost an art to enjoy our birthright, which is silence. Most of us are even scared of solitude and always keep trying to find companions and friends to be alive.
We need to realize that we could never be in solitude. We always have sacred breath accompanying us all the time.
Until we are aware of our own breath, we could never feel the bliss associated with life. We cannot simply find the infinite amount of creativity present within our silence until we feel our breath.
Until one is not creative enough to feel the bliss of silence, one could never celebrate life with others also. There is no way that until one falls in love with his aloneness, one could be cheerful in the company of others.
Celebrating life with others is an act of highly satisfied and creative human being. Most of time, in our modern societies we gather on parties or religious temples, in trying to fulfill our emptiness and dull lives, which we call celebration. But there is no way that we could celebrate the sacred life with others until we celebrate our own silence.
One who can’t celebrate his own silence can never celebrate life with others
I hope that one-day human would realize that one goal of life is to make it a creative act in the modern capitalistic society, which is full of emptiness and dullness.
Love,
Varun
Anger-A worst Imperfection
Human is associated with certain feelings. In Fact Human is made of feelings. It is simply not possible for Human to live without feelings.
All the human feelings from Anger, Fear, Happiness and sorrow represent our human behavior. These feeling make us Imperfect but we are actually born to be imperfect.
Out of all these, Anger is the worst human imperfection. Anger is a feeling, which is produced upon our reaction to thought.
Anger is an imperfection, which could take our loved ones far away from us. It is an imperfection, which could lead us to utter loneliness.
Anger is like a fire, which could burn the mystical aspect, associated with human personality. It could burn the feeling of divine love inside human heart.
Since we are human, it is simply not possible to live without an intense feeling like anger. Having anger does not lead to misery but not being aware of moments of anger leads to misery.
Anger is temporary whereas Love is permanent.
Getting lost in the moment of anger is the reason of suffering. If one is capable to accept and appreciate moments of anger, it could be transformed into divine feeling of love.
Human must realize that reacting to anger is not going to solve any misery. It could only lead to more misery. We must realize that moment of anger is just temporary to make us understand that we are born to be imperfect.
Human should not get lost in imperfection otherwise it becomes impossible to touch perfection. We are definitely not born to absorb anger but we are born to accept anger.
Only in utter acceptance and appreciation of anger, one could feel the divine love, human is born with inside his heart and until one feels the divine love, One could not open heart enough to receive miracles that life offers.
Love,
Varun
Meditation-A state of no Mind
Meditation is not a separate act which human needs to perform to be in bliss but It is a state of human where life exists in awareness instead of thought.
On my recent travel to Himalayas, I met so many people who were visiting certain spiritual gurus to learn an art of meditation. I learnt from those people that different spiritual gurus preach different kind of meditations. But I really feel that Meditation can’t have different kinds since it is not act.
It surprised me even more when I realized that Most of those people wanted to learn meditation since they had a goal of enlightenment in mind.
I wonder if Enlightenment is a goal, which needs any extra skill of meditation?
For sure Enlightenment is not a goal but a realization that it is possible for human to live Human life without having any thought in mind, which in fact is a state of meditation.
Meditation is about living in the present moment completely. Any act from dance, singing, writing could lead to meditation if one is fully absorbed in that particular act.
Meditation is an ecstatic state of human life where no thought exists.
Even listening to the silence of trees could lead to meditation if one is completely aware in that moment. In fact any act, which could lead to silence of mind, leads to meditation and any of such act is sacred.
It is simply not possible for any spiritual guru or religion to teach meditation that is already part of us. In fact nobody other than ourselves are capable to live in the state of meditation and enlighten us.
One has to learn the mechanism of mind to learn something as subtle as meditation. Until one is not willing to learn the thought process, there is no way that one could realize that life could exist without thought also.
Asking a spiritual guru to teach meditation is just like giving control of your mind to somebody else. But the reality is that nobody other than yourself could control your mind.
Meditation is surely not a conscious effort but instead an unconscious effort of beinrg thoughtlessness when fully absorbed in the moment.
I hope one day human would realize that Himalayas or any spiritual guru can’t help to learn Meditation but it is observation of our own thoughts which could teach us meditation.
I can’t wait to see our planet full of enlightened beings totally absorbed in the present moment. Whenever it happens, surely it would be an amazing world full of peace and love.
Love,
Varun
Death-A blissful adventure
Death is what human brings with life at the time of birth. One thing is sure that one who is born has to die. Another thing, which is sure, is that one is born alone and dies alone.
Even though one who is born has to die, no human ever wanted to think about death on the course of life cycle. Most of us even get scared with name of death.
Most of us keep on trying to understand the meaning of life without trying to understand death. It could be one misery of human that we never want to talk about death.
But Death is not separated from Life. Love is the common bondage, which connect life and death.
In fact Death is not an end to Life but beginning of life at highest level of awareness.Between death and birth, life exists at highest awareness level. Some call it consciousness and some call it soul. But it is the life at highest awareness, which starts at the time of death.
One purpose of having human life could be to feel the death before one actually die. Feeling of death when alive could be the only enlightenment which human has been searching since existence.
One who is enlightened definitely knows that death is blissful. Such enlightened human has unveiled the mystery of life. Life falls in love with such human since he has fell in love with death.
But why each of us doesn’t feel the highest level of awareness and find out what exactly happens at death when alive?
The reason could be that since human is born alone and dies alone but human never wants to live alone. Human has forgotten to accept and appreciate his aloneness in the civilized societies.
But only in aloneness and utter silence of mind, Human could feel the mystical phenomena of highest awareness, which is called death and only in aloneness and utter nothingness, human could realize that there is nothing more blissful than death.
Only In aloneness and utter nothingness,We find that Death is a blissful adventure.
I hope one day human would realize that purpose of life is to appreciate aloneness and feel the bliss associated with aloneness.
I hope that human would understand that there is nothing to be scared about death but death is most blissful adventure of human life.
Love,
Varun
Human Imperfection
Imperfection is what makes us human whereas Perfection is what gives spiritual aspect to our personality. Human is indeed not born to be perfect but to appreciate the moments of imperfection.
Human being is always in a constant effort to be perfect without understanding the nature of imperfection. We must understand that imperfection is not separated from perfection.
Perfection follows imperfection same way as death follows life. One can never touch perfection without accepting and appreciating imperfection.
Perfection follows imperfection as light follows darkness after dawn
Thought generated Feelings like anger, fear, happiness, and sorrow are symbols of imperfection, which makes us human whereas love is a symbol of perfection, which is needed for soul to reside in human body.
If we were born to be perfect, there would be no need of all the other feelings except love. But we are born to live for imperfection as well.
One reason that human rarely has glimpse of spiritual aspect associated to his personality since he is never aware of his own imperfect feelings. The moment we are aware of any human feeling, we could feel the moment of love, which is a spiritual feeling.
In fact one reason to have life could be to fall in love with human imperfection. One who has not fallen in love with human imperfection has really not understood the meaning of life yet.
Between birth and death is the only time we could experience imperfection. We must not waste this time in trying to be perfect. We must accept and appreciate imperfection since it is something, which gives us human experience.
One has to satisfy the needs of body, mind and spirit to attain the inner peace and to satisfy needs of all three, one has to accept and fall in love with imperfection,since it is followed by perfection.
Only in acceptance of imperfection, one could feel the perfection, which follows it. One cannot feel the spiritual aspect until one feels the human aspect of life.
Love,
Varun
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