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Creativity-A deep chaotic expression
Chaos is not we are born to live in , but unfortunately most of us are living a life that is very much in chaos. There is nothing wrong to be in chaos but not to be able to come out chaos puts lot of question to human existence in the modern societies.
In most of our actions, we try to get rid of our chaotic thoughts. Often We tend to find someone to be in relationship just to get rid of chaos that is present within our thought.
We never try to face the chaotic nature of out thought, we just want to find someone we could relate ourselves to forget about our chaotic hollow. In the East, people do it all the time by finding someone to get married to and in the West , people keep on indulging in various relationships just in search for a soul mate . East or West, it does not matter, the reality is that for most of us, to keep looking for a relationship is nothing more than an effort to escape from our chaotic nature.
The most surprising thing is that we suffer chaos within us so that we could transform it into creativity. For an artistic mind , chaos is a beautiful gift . An artist always accepts the chaotic nature of mind and transforms it into a brilliant creativity.
In fact the chaos is never separated from creativity. To separate out chaos from creativity is just an act of dull mind since for a genius, existence of creativity is never possible without the existence of chaos.
Creativity is just a deep chaotic expression.To be creative means to appreciate chaos.
We must not forget that chaos is just an imagination out of which beautiful reality called creativity is born. Only way to transform any chaotic phenomena into something creative is just by acceptance and observation of chaos within that phenomenon.
We must not forget that creativity is just a deep chaotic expression just as Death is just a deep expression full of life.
Love,
Varun
Love-A song of Divine
There is a Passion that exists in the lust of lovers. The name of that passion is called love. Love is only true passion that could be known to humanity.
To fall in love is just like diving in Deep Ocean without even caring about the depth of ocean. The deeper one goes in love, more alive one starts to feel same like an ocean that becomes so full of life at its deeper levels.
Love is the reason of godliness that exists in dawn and dusk. Indeed it is light of love that shines so bright within the light of Sun.
Love gives birth to freedom and out of freedom,a state of bliss is born and in that state of bliss exists the meaning of Life as well as Death.
Love is the reason behind the rebelliousness of lovers. Love is magnetic in nature.It is because of love that lovers attract towards each others.
It is Love out of which poetry is born. It is love out of which music is born. It is rhythm of love in which existence finds harmony and sings the song of divine.
It is Love that fills the heart of a human and It is Love that is responsible for any kind of creativity that exists within the existence.
Not only I owe my life to Love but I owe my death also to Love. I am no more than a piece of flesh without this insane feeling of love within my heart.
Love,
Varun
Creativity-Mother of art
Creativity is not an art but an act and out of this act of creativity, each and every type of art is born. Life itself is an art that is born out of creativity of creator.
Since Life is an art, each living being is born to be an artist. To be an artist, one does not have to perform some music concert or do some paintings. I would say anyone who could transform a moment of nothingness into celebration is an artist.
There is infinite amount of art and creativity in the silence of trees, same way there is so much of art present in the ducks floating in water in utter silence and in the chirping of birds. But most of us could never recognize the artwork present within the nature. We must take the ego away and look at the creation, and then only could we see the everlasting beauty of artwork in a creation.
So much Creativity is present in the ducks floating on water if one looks at them with an eye beyond ego.
Since human is also part of nature and since every existing being is so creative, Human is also supposed to be creative. In fact only an act like creativity could ever end the never ending misery of human being.
I often wonder what happened to the creativity of human being?
Evolution of mind could be one reason of lack of creativity among humans. Human mind has evolved so much that we have totally become unaware of the fact that life could exist beyond the mind too. We have become more like machines where we tend to satisfy ourselves with our monotonous mechanical lifestyles.
The other reason could be the invention of money. Money is really good to have but greed for Money often kills the creativity of a gifted artist. Money has made modern art very much goal oriented and when art becomes goal oriented, it loses the basic essence of creativity.
I hope one day human would realize that creativity is born out of ecstasy same ways as human life is born out of creativity of ecstatic divine. I hope that one-day human would realize that none other than creativity is only capable to fulfill human life with ecstasy and make it complete.
Love,
Varun
Life-A vibration
Life is simple but human mind has become too complicated to understand this simple phenomenon of life.
Life is simple but human mind has become too complicated to understand it.
Life is born out of creativity. So meaning of life could not be understood unless one is creative. In fact one meaning of life could be to be creative.
Human mind has evolved so much that we lost a sense of creativity in our evolution of mind. Even trying to find a meaning associated to life is also just a sign of lack of creativity.
The creator behind life is vibration energy. Some call that energy soul and some say it consciousness. Both Mind and body has been manifested out of this blissful vibration.
Until one feels the flow of this vibration energy inside the sacred body, it’s not possible for one to be creative and until one is creative, life cant be understood.
I wonder sometimes that why human has lost the capacity to feel the flow of energy inside the body?
One reason is that since human mind has evolved so much, it has become so difficult for human to come out of the mind itself. Human being is completely lost in mind. We have started thinking that life is limited up to mind but in reality mind is just a manifestation of creative energy within us.
Until we come out of our mind, we can’t be aware of blissful vibrations inside our body. The only way we could come out of our mind is by observing our thoughts without any judgment all the time. Only in observation of our mind, we could unveil the mystery of something as subtle as life.
Human mind has not been manifested to invent mundane discoveries of nuclear weapons, but it has been manifested to put the divine experience of life energy into words.
Human mind has evolved to put the expression of soul into words. Definitely it has evolved to be poetic but not to be patriotic.
I feel pity on human race in civilization, which is not capable to feel the bliss associated with life. It is such a pity that we are born to be in bliss but we are suffering because of evolution of our own mind.
Love,
Varun
Anger-A worst Imperfection
Human is associated with certain feelings. In Fact Human is made of feelings. It is simply not possible for Human to live without feelings.
All the human feelings from Anger, Fear, Happiness and sorrow represent our human behavior. These feeling make us Imperfect but we are actually born to be imperfect.
Out of all these, Anger is the worst human imperfection. Anger is a feeling, which is produced upon our reaction to thought.
Anger is an imperfection, which could take our loved ones far away from us. It is an imperfection, which could lead us to utter loneliness.
Anger is like a fire, which could burn the mystical aspect, associated with human personality. It could burn the feeling of divine love inside human heart.
Since we are human, it is simply not possible to live without an intense feeling like anger. Having anger does not lead to misery but not being aware of moments of anger leads to misery.
Anger is temporary whereas Love is permanent.
Getting lost in the moment of anger is the reason of suffering. If one is capable to accept and appreciate moments of anger, it could be transformed into divine feeling of love.
Human must realize that reacting to anger is not going to solve any misery. It could only lead to more misery. We must realize that moment of anger is just temporary to make us understand that we are born to be imperfect.
Human should not get lost in imperfection otherwise it becomes impossible to touch perfection. We are definitely not born to absorb anger but we are born to accept anger.
Only in utter acceptance and appreciation of anger, one could feel the divine love, human is born with inside his heart and until one feels the divine love, One could not open heart enough to receive miracles that life offers.
Love,
Varun
Meditation-A state of no Mind
Meditation is not a separate act which human needs to perform to be in bliss but It is a state of human where life exists in awareness instead of thought.
On my recent travel to Himalayas, I met so many people who were visiting certain spiritual gurus to learn an art of meditation. I learnt from those people that different spiritual gurus preach different kind of meditations. But I really feel that Meditation can’t have different kinds since it is not act.
It surprised me even more when I realized that Most of those people wanted to learn meditation since they had a goal of enlightenment in mind.
I wonder if Enlightenment is a goal, which needs any extra skill of meditation?
For sure Enlightenment is not a goal but a realization that it is possible for human to live Human life without having any thought in mind, which in fact is a state of meditation.
Meditation is about living in the present moment completely. Any act from dance, singing, writing could lead to meditation if one is fully absorbed in that particular act.
Meditation is an ecstatic state of human life where no thought exists.
Even listening to the silence of trees could lead to meditation if one is completely aware in that moment. In fact any act, which could lead to silence of mind, leads to meditation and any of such act is sacred.
It is simply not possible for any spiritual guru or religion to teach meditation that is already part of us. In fact nobody other than ourselves are capable to live in the state of meditation and enlighten us.
One has to learn the mechanism of mind to learn something as subtle as meditation. Until one is not willing to learn the thought process, there is no way that one could realize that life could exist without thought also.
Asking a spiritual guru to teach meditation is just like giving control of your mind to somebody else. But the reality is that nobody other than yourself could control your mind.
Meditation is surely not a conscious effort but instead an unconscious effort of beinrg thoughtlessness when fully absorbed in the moment.
I hope one day human would realize that Himalayas or any spiritual guru can’t help to learn Meditation but it is observation of our own thoughts which could teach us meditation.
I can’t wait to see our planet full of enlightened beings totally absorbed in the present moment. Whenever it happens, surely it would be an amazing world full of peace and love.
Love,
Varun
Death-A blissful adventure
Death is what human brings with life at the time of birth. One thing is sure that one who is born has to die. Another thing, which is sure, is that one is born alone and dies alone.
Even though one who is born has to die, no human ever wanted to think about death on the course of life cycle. Most of us even get scared with name of death.
Most of us keep on trying to understand the meaning of life without trying to understand death. It could be one misery of human that we never want to talk about death.
But Death is not separated from Life. Love is the common bondage, which connect life and death.
In fact Death is not an end to Life but beginning of life at highest level of awareness.Between death and birth, life exists at highest awareness level. Some call it consciousness and some call it soul. But it is the life at highest awareness, which starts at the time of death.
One purpose of having human life could be to feel the death before one actually die. Feeling of death when alive could be the only enlightenment which human has been searching since existence.
One who is enlightened definitely knows that death is blissful. Such enlightened human has unveiled the mystery of life. Life falls in love with such human since he has fell in love with death.
But why each of us doesn’t feel the highest level of awareness and find out what exactly happens at death when alive?
The reason could be that since human is born alone and dies alone but human never wants to live alone. Human has forgotten to accept and appreciate his aloneness in the civilized societies.
But only in aloneness and utter silence of mind, Human could feel the mystical phenomena of highest awareness, which is called death and only in aloneness and utter nothingness, human could realize that there is nothing more blissful than death.
Only In aloneness and utter nothingness,We find that Death is a blissful adventure.
I hope one day human would realize that purpose of life is to appreciate aloneness and feel the bliss associated with aloneness.
I hope that human would understand that there is nothing to be scared about death but death is most blissful adventure of human life.
Love,
Varun
Life-An awareness
Something as mysterious as Life could have lot of meanings associated to it. Since existence Human has been trying to find the true meaning of life.
According to capitalism meaning of life could be just to make material wealth whereas from a spiritual prospective, meaning of life could be to attain enlightenment
I wonder many times if life really has any meaning associated to it though?
To understand life more deeply, one really has to feel everything life is composed of. It could be anything from body, mind, breath, nature and universe.
Either we talk about human life or life of universe, the fact is that life is just a vibration. Different vibrations are associated with different awareness levels in which life could exist at.
While talking about human life, when mind is totally occupied, life exists in lowest level of awareness. Imperfection is associated with lowest level of human life. From any desire to attachment, each thought of human mind is a symbol of imperfection
More the life exists at higher levels of awareness, lesser the Mind is occupied with thoughts. Highest level of awareness is when mind is completely empty. Perfection is associated with highest level of awareness.
The misery with Human being is that we tend to live at only one awareness level even though life could exist in many different awareness levels. Most of us are so much lost in trying to achieve certain materialistic goals that we just forgot to feel the bliss associated with life when exists at higher awareness levels. In civilized society, we have certainly lost our capability to feel life at higher awareness level.
Certain people who start to feel life at higher level of awareness never want to live at lower level, which is again a misery.
Life is a series of changing awareness.
Life could be only complete if one appreciate imperfection at lower awareness and appreciate the euphoria as well associated with highest awareness levels.
Definitely life is just awareness that exists at different levels.Surely meaning of life is just to appreciate and feel the ever-changing awareness which life is composed of.
Love,
Vaarun
Thought-Layer between Human and God
Thought is the only layer between human and God. In fact God is part of human. Human is very special creature since human is only species which could recognize when it becomes God.
But misery with human is that for centuries he has been searching for God outside in temples, churches and various other religious places.
Thought is what makes us human. All the human actions are dependent upon thought. Human simply cannot act until a thought comes in mind.
All the scientific discoveries are result of thought. In fact even temples, churches, religion is also product of thought.
All the feelings from anger, ego, and fear are also result of thought. In fact any feeling or discovery, which is mundane, has to be result of thought.
But what happens when human is thoughtless? Most of human never care to feel the moments of thoughtlessness.
But it is only in the moment of thoughtlessness when human could recognize that God is not separated from Human.Infact any moment when human is thoughtless, human becomes God.
Thought is the only layer between Human and God
Only one human feeling which is not the result of thought is love. Love is born when human is thoughtless. Love is purely a result of utter freedom from human thought.
In the moments of love, when human is thoughtless, human becomes love and love is the only reason behind each form of creation, manifestation.
One reason that creation is permanent is because the source behind creation is love. Since thought is the reason behind all scientific discoveries, science dies with the death of civilization but wisdom, which is the result of love never, dies.
Human has been destroying nature with all the ridiculous discoveries for centuries without understanding that human is not different from nature. Source of creation behind human and nature is same and the very source is thoughtlessness.
I hope one day human would understand that destroying nature is eventually going to destroy human only since human is not different from nature.
I hope one day human would understand that thoughtlessness is the only God he has been searching for centuries. I hope I would be alive to see that day when all the misery caused by human thought would vanish on planet earth.
I can’t wait when human would start living in thoughtlessness and planet earth would be filled by love. I am sure that such world would be full of creation and freedom which human has been striving for centuries.
Love,
Varun
Truth Behind Celibacy
It’s been more than a year ago when I started feeling some mystical phenomena’s inside my body. It’s been more than a year since I quit job to find if there was something more to my robotic life.
In my hope to find the meaning of life to some deeper extent, I started travelling. Since I was born in India and India is considered land of mystics, I went to India to understand something as mystical as life.
While travelling in India, I met so many monks and sadhus. I was surprised that those monks have quit worldly pleasures in search of something mystical.
It was even more surprising to me when I came to know that those monks were forcing to be celibate in hope to get enlightenment.
I already realized that celibacy could never be forced. I realized that celibacy is not about having no sex but celibacy is all about overcoming desire of sex.
One who is filled with love is a celibate in my eyes. It does not matter if such person indulges in sexual activities or not.
One of the reasons I got spiritually awakened was since I never repressed any act in my life. Awakening is a pure result of freedom. No one in this universe could become aware of spiritual awakening by repressing natural act like sex.
After unlocking my own inborn wisdom, I realized that one who has overcome the desire of sex is only capable to perform sex out of love. One who performs sex out of love is really a celibate in my eyes
Celibacy is not about repression but freedom
I wanted to tell those monks that enlightenment is not a result of celibacy but celibacy could be a result of enlightenment. I wanted to explain them that the true definition of celibacy but I felt hopeless in unconditioning human mind.
Even though I never judge human since I love human imperfection so much, but somewhere in my heart I felt pity for those monks who were forcing to be celibate to attain something mystical in life.
I hope one-day humanity would understand the true meaning behind the teachings of enlightened people like Buddha.
I hope one-day humanity would understand that Buddha was pointing towards love but not misery. Surely one-day humanity would understand that Buddha was pointing towards freedom not repression.
Love,
Varun
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