It’s been a year since I started my travel Journey. One reason that I decided travel was to know if life really has to offer something more than money.
I really had an intuition that life has something more to offer than my mechanical lifestyle. In my hope to find something more I started my travel with a road trip across USA.
During my first few weeks of travel, I started realizing that how much I was disconnected from nature. While driving in dawn and dusk, I started finding touching beauty of my soul.
I started feeling and that dawn and dusk represents my soul. I felt for moments that one purpose of life could be to feel dawn and dusk.
On the way to my road trip I went across beautiful mountains, deserts and greenery. While crossing those mountains, deserts, I started feeling my own silence. I felt that how much mountains and deserts are connected to my own silence.
For the first time I felt that only in extreme silence of mind, one could feel the love which mountains, trees and deserts offer. I really felt as if nobody loved me until I felt those beautiful mountains in my extreme silence.
Only in extreme silence of mind,One could feel love which nature offers.
I always thought that I had to go to party or go for clubbing to celebrate life. But it was first moment of my life when I realized that celebrations lie in extreme silence of mind. I realized that one who has started to celebrate nothingness in extreme silence has found the true meaning of celebration.
While driving across nature, I could not believe that life could be so complete and satisfying. I could not believe that even nature sings and voice of nature is most melodic.
Until I reached California, I really found the reason of my travel. I really found that I was missing love in my life. I really found that I was missing an art to listen to the songs of mountains.
Only my first few weeks of travel gave me a reason to keep travelling more. Only in first few weeks of my travel I realized that whole purpose of life is to celebrate.
Today it’s been a year since I started travelling the world. I feel so blessed that I found lost part of my personality. I feel so blessed that I started feeling infinite love which is condensed in my heart.
Journey of Consciousness
As brightness in dawn slowly mingles with sunlight on sunrise,so as human awarness mingles with consciousness when life meets death.
I love Dawn as much as I love to see sunrise. Usually I wake up early in the morning to see beautiful transitioning from night to day.
I really believe that to feel dawn could be one reason for human to have life. It is so mystical that human life is so much like dawn.
I often wonder if dawn is so beautiful and blissful, why would not transitioning from life to death would be blissful.
When this beautiful transitioning called dawn occurs, brightness level slowly starts increasing until sunrise happens. The whole process is so awakening.
The reason I said that dawn is very much like human life is since human life could exist in different level of awareness levels as well and awareness level slowly increase in case of human too.
As brightness level slowly increases in dawn until it mingles totally with sunrise, similarly human awareness increases slowly to mingle with consciousness.
Consciousness is a state of topmost human awareness where one is neither asleep nor awake. In fact when human experiences topmost awareness level, awareness just mingles with consciousness as brightness in dawn mingles with light upon sunrise.
It is dawn, which makes me realize that source of light, is darkness only. Similarly way source of consciousness, which is pure light, is darkness, which could be human imperfection.
Transitioning in dawn gives me a reason to say that human life is only complete if one could accept human imperfection as well as perfection. It is dawn, which makes me realize that appreciating imperfection is the only way to touch perfection
Dawn is the only reason to say me that human is not born to be perfect But human is born to appreciate imperfection as well. Perfection means nothing if one has never experienced imperfection.
One who could live life appreciating human appreciating after feeling glimpse of infinte consciousness is an awakened.
Such awakened knows only knows love. On the journey of consciousness,Perfection teaches such awakened being to love imperfection. Such an awakened being is really a gift to human race.
Change-Law of nature
Dusk and Dawn appear very beautiful to me. Most of the time I sit in solitude and meditate during dusk and dawn.
Both Dusk and Dawn remind me that nothing is constant. Everything has to change. Day has to follow with night and night has to follow with day. It makes me realize that change is law of nature.
One who is born has to grow old and one who grows old has to die. Similar way one who is asleep has to wake up and one who is awake has to sleep. Nothing is constant in the universe from life to death except love.
Only love remains constant in between the entire changes Universe offers. But to feel the love offered, one must be open enough to accept the change.
One must accept and appreciate the fact that everything from life to death is temporary and illusionistic in nature. Only love is eternal and real. One must accept this fact to feel the love during any change.
If human would start clinging to this fact that everything is temporary and has to change except love and start falling in love which universe offers, I am sure that It would end all human suffering and misery one day.