Sex is an act,humanity is crazy about in the civilization. In fact sexual orgasm is the only pleasure most of humans have in civilized society.
But I often wonder if it is normal for people to crave for sex so much. I often wonder if human was never civilized, would human be still so much driven by sexual desire.
There is no doubt that sexual orgasm is one of the finest experience human could ever feel. In fact in civilization Sexual orgasm is only way left for human to feel a glimpse of euphoria.
The misery in civilization is that human has been limited to sexual orgasm for pleasure. Human has so much lost in civilization that he has lost the capability to rise above sexual orgasm for any kind of other pleasure.
But life offers other orgasms which are far deeper than sexual orgasm. In fact life is all about experiencing orgasms at different levels of awareness. But misery is that human has lost the capacity to shift awareness level.
Most of us live in the lowest levels of awareness where one could never rise above sexual orgasm. I am sure that if human was never got into civilization, he would have never lost his capability to shift awareness level to higher levels.
In civilization Death is considered as worst human experience since it ends life. Most of us often cry or get sad when somebody dies. But the fact is that death is most orgasmic experience human could ever have. Human experiences death at the highest level of awareness.
There are so many awareness levels which exist between sex and death. I would say sexual orgasm is of lowest quality since it occurs at lowest level of awareness. The more one rise above sexual orgasm and go toward death, the quality of orgasm increases.
Civilization has occupied human mind so much that it has become most difficult for human to shift awareness levels above the sexual point of awareness. Most of us live in lowest level of awareness and die without ever experiencing infinite bliss and joy life offers at higher levels of awareness.
I hope one day human would understand bliss is not limited to sexual orgasm but it starts from sexual orgasm and ends at death.
From Sex to Death,Life exists in different levels of awareness and each awareness level leads to different state of orgasm.
I hope one day human would understand that life is nothing more than an awareness at different levels and at each awareness level, different type of orgasm exists.
Since I was a kid, I have been taught to take responsibility. From my parents to school teachers, everybody taught me to take responsibility for something.
Each of my mentors in life taught me to compete with other human beings in life. From kindergarten to university, I kept on competing with others for something.
After I finished my education, I got good job in corporate sector. Even though I was making a good salary but my desire to possess things was never ending. I literally felt that I have been brain washed to compete and possess things by education system and other belief systems in society.
Even though I was so much indulged in trying to possess wealth, I would always give sometime to my own thinking. Being philosophical is my basic nature even though nobody taught me this.
Every day I would sit by myself quietly for one hour during lunch time while I was working for corporate sector. It was one afternoon when I went into deep meditation while sitting quietly thinking about my own life. All of sudden I felt so much love in that moment. It was literally that moment which changed my whole life.
After experiencing that moment of love, I realized that from my parents to school teachers, nobody ever taught me love. I just realized that education system teaches everything except love.
It is just lack of love that we try to possess things. It is only lack of love that we keep on trying to compete with each other. Society literally teaches human to be paid slave. Society is in fact incapable to teach anything about love since it does not know anything about freedom and love.
I was fortunate to experience that moment of love which unconditioned my brain from ridiculous conditioning of competition. But I still wonder about misery prevailing within human race in modern society.
I am sure that if a moment of love could end my misery by ending my desire to possess things and compete with others, then love would definitely change each human being in civilization.
Sharing leads to love. Division could only lead to misery.
I am sure that soon we would live in a society where everybody would share among each other instead of competing. I am sure that one day foundation of our society would be love and freedom instead of misery and slavery.
On my trip to India, One day in McLeod Ganj, my friend told me about a party at Shiva Café. Since I never miss any opportunity to celebrate life, I went to Shiva Café for this dance party.
One really has to walk up the mountain to go to Shiva Café. After going all the way up to the mountain, finally I went to the café where people were celebrating life like free souls.
I would say I had time of my life dancing with some real hippie people that night. One German guy told me about Boom festival in Europe in the party.
Since I always follow omens in life, next month I went to Portugal for boom festival. This was first time for me to go in such a multi cultural festival like Boom.
There were almost more than 30000 people who came to Boom from all around the world. I was surprised to see some people walking fully naked in the festival. I never saw such human freedom in civilization before.
Since one aspect of my personality is philosophy. So philosophy goes with me where ever I go. Every day I would sit by myself and would observe different human beings who came to boom from all over the world.
I could feel a total change in human behavior in boom festival. For the first time I realized how much creativeness, freedom could bring in human.
I realized that basic nature of human is to be wild. Only in utter wilderness, human could reach topmost level of creativeness lying within human awareness.
I felt that one reason of misery in civilization is lack of freedom. When human is not free, there is no way human could be creative. Unless human is creative, there is no way human could touch the eternal feeling like love. Unless human could touch Love, there is no way he could get rid of misery.
I felt that in civilization, human has lost its capability to live in awareness. Since Human has lost capability to live in awareness, Human has lost capability to be creative. There is no way, Human could come out of misery until human is creative since creativeness gives birth to love.
Freedom gives birth to Creativity which in turn gives birth to Love
Back in India, I met so many people who went there to find meaning of life. For a moment, I felt pity for those people. I felt that meaning of life lies in creativity which lies in human awareness. Only Human creation could define the meaning of life.
One thing I learnt from boom is that since we cannot go back to totally being uncivilized, but we can create environment like boom permanently in civilization itself where human could be free.
We could create environment where the whole idea would be to share unconditionally. We could create a world where one would just share wisdom, wealth and everything else with other human beings.
We really could create a world where each human would be totally free. I am pretty sure that each human would be an artist with his own creativity in such world. I am pretty sure that such world would be full of love. Misery would never come close to human in such world.