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Meditation-A state of no Mind
Meditation is not a separate act which human needs to perform to be in bliss but It is a state of human where life exists in awareness instead of thought.
On my recent travel to Himalayas, I met so many people who were visiting certain spiritual gurus to learn an art of meditation. I learnt from those people that different spiritual gurus preach different kind of meditations. But I really feel that Meditation can’t have different kinds since it is not act.
It surprised me even more when I realized that Most of those people wanted to learn meditation since they had a goal of enlightenment in mind.
I wonder if Enlightenment is a goal, which needs any extra skill of meditation?
For sure Enlightenment is not a goal but a realization that it is possible for human to live Human life without having any thought in mind, which in fact is a state of meditation.
Meditation is about living in the present moment completely. Any act from dance, singing, writing could lead to meditation if one is fully absorbed in that particular act.
Meditation is an ecstatic state of human life where no thought exists.
Even listening to the silence of trees could lead to meditation if one is completely aware in that moment. In fact any act, which could lead to silence of mind, leads to meditation and any of such act is sacred.
It is simply not possible for any spiritual guru or religion to teach meditation that is already part of us. In fact nobody other than ourselves are capable to live in the state of meditation and enlighten us.
One has to learn the mechanism of mind to learn something as subtle as meditation. Until one is not willing to learn the thought process, there is no way that one could realize that life could exist without thought also.
Asking a spiritual guru to teach meditation is just like giving control of your mind to somebody else. But the reality is that nobody other than yourself could control your mind.
Meditation is surely not a conscious effort but instead an unconscious effort of beinrg thoughtlessness when fully absorbed in the moment.
I hope one day human would realize that Himalayas or any spiritual guru can’t help to learn Meditation but it is observation of our own thoughts which could teach us meditation.
I can’t wait to see our planet full of enlightened beings totally absorbed in the present moment. Whenever it happens, surely it would be an amazing world full of peace and love.
Love,
Varun
Death-A blissful adventure
Death is what human brings with life at the time of birth. One thing is sure that one who is born has to die. Another thing, which is sure, is that one is born alone and dies alone.
Even though one who is born has to die, no human ever wanted to think about death on the course of life cycle. Most of us even get scared with name of death.
Most of us keep on trying to understand the meaning of life without trying to understand death. It could be one misery of human that we never want to talk about death.
But Death is not separated from Life. Love is the common bondage, which connect life and death.
In fact Death is not an end to Life but beginning of life at highest level of awareness.Between death and birth, life exists at highest awareness level. Some call it consciousness and some call it soul. But it is the life at highest awareness, which starts at the time of death.
One purpose of having human life could be to feel the death before one actually die. Feeling of death when alive could be the only enlightenment which human has been searching since existence.
One who is enlightened definitely knows that death is blissful. Such enlightened human has unveiled the mystery of life. Life falls in love with such human since he has fell in love with death.
But why each of us doesn’t feel the highest level of awareness and find out what exactly happens at death when alive?
The reason could be that since human is born alone and dies alone but human never wants to live alone. Human has forgotten to accept and appreciate his aloneness in the civilized societies.
But only in aloneness and utter silence of mind, Human could feel the mystical phenomena of highest awareness, which is called death and only in aloneness and utter nothingness, human could realize that there is nothing more blissful than death.
Only In aloneness and utter nothingness,We find that Death is a blissful adventure.
I hope one day human would realize that purpose of life is to appreciate aloneness and feel the bliss associated with aloneness.
I hope that human would understand that there is nothing to be scared about death but death is most blissful adventure of human life.
Love,
Varun
Love-A spiritual feeling
Thought is the reason for human to take any type of action. For human body to act, it needs thought. I would say that human Body is just a slave of thought.
Breath is the source behind mind to generate thoughts. Without breath, it is simply not possible for mind to generate any type of thoughts.
Mind could generate thoughts at different intensities. A thought generated at very deep intensity is called feeling. Each feeling from Anger, Fear, Happiness, Sorrow and Ego is basically a thought being generated at deep intensity.
Feelings are very important aspect of human personality. Feelings are indeed something, which makes us human. So many different human expressions like cry and laugh are induced by human feelings.
But our life is not only limited up to human aspect only. Spiritual aspect of human is what makes life complete. Thought is what gives us human personality whereas awareness is what gives us spiritual personality.
Since certain thought-generated feelings makes us human. Similar way there is feeling called love, which is generated by awareness that makes us spiritual.
Love is a spiritual feeling, which our spirit needs to evolve.Feeling like love only exists in the moment of awareness. When no thought exists, awareness exists and love exists where awareness exists.
Love is a spiritual feeling generated out of awareness.
Life simply could not be complete if one does not live up to both human and spiritual aspect of life. The reason of human misery in civilization is that we have forgotten to live life through awareness.
Since we have forgotten to live through awareness, we never fall in love. But there is no way that life could be complete unless human falls in love and unless life is not complete, One has to reborn in order to make it complete.
Love,
Varun
Life-An awareness
Something as mysterious as Life could have lot of meanings associated to it. Since existence Human has been trying to find the true meaning of life.
According to capitalism meaning of life could be just to make material wealth whereas from a spiritual prospective, meaning of life could be to attain enlightenment
I wonder many times if life really has any meaning associated to it though?
To understand life more deeply, one really has to feel everything life is composed of. It could be anything from body, mind, breath, nature and universe.
Either we talk about human life or life of universe, the fact is that life is just a vibration. Different vibrations are associated with different awareness levels in which life could exist at.
While talking about human life, when mind is totally occupied, life exists in lowest level of awareness. Imperfection is associated with lowest level of human life. From any desire to attachment, each thought of human mind is a symbol of imperfection
More the life exists at higher levels of awareness, lesser the Mind is occupied with thoughts. Highest level of awareness is when mind is completely empty. Perfection is associated with highest level of awareness.
The misery with Human being is that we tend to live at only one awareness level even though life could exist in many different awareness levels. Most of us are so much lost in trying to achieve certain materialistic goals that we just forgot to feel the bliss associated with life when exists at higher awareness levels. In civilized society, we have certainly lost our capability to feel life at higher awareness level.
Certain people who start to feel life at higher level of awareness never want to live at lower level, which is again a misery.
Life is a series of changing awareness.
Life could be only complete if one appreciate imperfection at lower awareness and appreciate the euphoria as well associated with highest awareness levels.
Definitely life is just awareness that exists at different levels.Surely meaning of life is just to appreciate and feel the ever-changing awareness which life is composed of.
Love,
Vaarun
Life-A series of orgasms
Sex is an act,humanity is crazy about in the civilization. In fact sexual orgasm is the only pleasure most of humans have in civilized society.
But I often wonder if it is normal for people to crave for sex so much. I often wonder if human was never civilized, would human be still so much driven by sexual desire.
There is no doubt that sexual orgasm is one of the finest experience human could ever feel. In fact in civilization Sexual orgasm is only way left for human to feel a glimpse of euphoria.
The misery in civilization is that human has been limited to sexual orgasm for pleasure. Human has so much lost in civilization that he has lost the capability to rise above sexual orgasm for any kind of other pleasure.
But life offers other orgasms which are far deeper than sexual orgasm. In fact life is all about experiencing orgasms at different levels of awareness. But misery is that human has lost the capacity to shift awareness level.
Most of us live in the lowest levels of awareness where one could never rise above sexual orgasm. I am sure that if human was never got into civilization, he would have never lost his capability to shift awareness level to higher levels.
In civilization Death is considered as worst human experience since it ends life. Most of us often cry or get sad when somebody dies. But the fact is that death is most orgasmic experience human could ever have. Human experiences death at the highest level of awareness.
There are so many awareness levels which exist between sex and death. I would say sexual orgasm is of lowest quality since it occurs at lowest level of awareness. The more one rise above sexual orgasm and go toward death, the quality of orgasm increases.
Civilization has occupied human mind so much that it has become most difficult for human to shift awareness levels above the sexual point of awareness. Most of us live in lowest level of awareness and die without ever experiencing infinite bliss and joy life offers at higher levels of awareness.
I hope one day human would understand bliss is not limited to sexual orgasm but it starts from sexual orgasm and ends at death.
From Sex to Death,Life exists in different levels of awareness and each awareness level leads to different state of orgasm.
I hope one day human would understand that life is nothing more than an awareness at different levels and at each awareness level, different type of orgasm exists.
Love,
Varun
Love-A state of being
Love is not a word to understand but a state of being to experience. I would say that the uttermost state of being free is love.
Most of times people confuse attachment with love. People get attached to their families and then call it love without understanding that love is unconditional.
Love is an eternal feeling which is beyond thought. There is no way that love could exist when thought exists. Only attachment could exist when thought exists.
In fact Love exists in the moments when human life exists in deepest of its awareness level. At lower levels of human awareness, only attachment exists.
Love is like a fire which could burn all the desires.Infact nobody could ever overcome never ending human desires forcefully. Love was the only reason behind all those people who had ever overcome all the human desires.
There could be nothing more satisfying than a moment of love in the entire universe. Only love is capable to satisfy any human forever.
Love is most powerful feeling but yet makes one most humble. No Human could be more humble than a wise man who is full of love.
Love is most powerful yet makes one most humble.One in love simply radiates light as Sun.
Love is the reason behind powerful weapon like wisdom of a wise man. Wisdom is born out of moments of infinite love.
Love is mother of freedom. Where love exists, Freedom exists. Freedom is in fact a by-product of love.
Love is beyond the reach of time, space. Time only exists where love does not exist. Where love exists, only timelessness exists.
Love is the creator, menifester of life on entire universe. In fact love could be the only creator of universe itself.
I could not find any other reason to have life other than loving oneself and everybody else unconditionally.
Love is in fact only healer which is capable to heal the never ending human misery in modern civilized society.
Love,
Varun
Freedom-Mother of creativity
On my trip to India, One day in McLeod Ganj, my friend told me about a party at Shiva Café. Since I never miss any opportunity to celebrate life, I went to Shiva Café for this dance party.
One really has to walk up the mountain to go to Shiva Café. After going all the way up to the mountain, finally I went to the café where people were celebrating life like free souls.
I would say I had time of my life dancing with some real hippie people that night. One German guy told me about Boom festival in Europe in the party.
Since I always follow omens in life, next month I went to Portugal for boom festival. This was first time for me to go in such a multi cultural festival like Boom.
There were almost more than 30000 people who came to Boom from all around the world. I was surprised to see some people walking fully naked in the festival. I never saw such human freedom in civilization before.
Since one aspect of my personality is philosophy. So philosophy goes with me where ever I go. Every day I would sit by myself and would observe different human beings who came to boom from all over the world.
I could feel a total change in human behavior in boom festival. For the first time I realized how much creativeness, freedom could bring in human.
I realized that basic nature of human is to be wild. Only in utter wilderness, human could reach topmost level of creativeness lying within human awareness.
I felt that one reason of misery in civilization is lack of freedom. When human is not free, there is no way human could be creative. Unless human is creative, there is no way human could touch the eternal feeling like love. Unless human could touch Love, there is no way he could get rid of misery.
I felt that in civilization, human has lost its capability to live in awareness. Since Human has lost capability to live in awareness, Human has lost capability to be creative. There is no way, Human could come out of misery until human is creative since creativeness gives birth to love.
Freedom gives birth to Creativity which in turn gives birth to Love
Back in India, I met so many people who went there to find meaning of life. For a moment, I felt pity for those people. I felt that meaning of life lies in creativity which lies in human awareness. Only Human creation could define the meaning of life.
One thing I learnt from boom is that since we cannot go back to totally being uncivilized, but we can create environment like boom permanently in civilization itself where human could be free.
We could create environment where the whole idea would be to share unconditionally. We could create a world where one would just share wisdom, wealth and everything else with other human beings.
We really could create a world where each human would be totally free. I am pretty sure that each human would be an artist with his own creativity in such world. I am pretty sure that such world would be full of love. Misery would never come close to human in such world.
Love,
Varun
Journey of Consciousness
I love Dawn as much as I love to see sunrise. Usually I wake up early in the morning to see beautiful transitioning from night to day.
I really believe that to feel dawn could be one reason for human to have life. It is so mystical that human life is so much like dawn.
I often wonder if dawn is so beautiful and blissful, why would not transitioning from life to death would be blissful.
When this beautiful transitioning called dawn occurs, brightness level slowly starts increasing until sunrise happens. The whole process is so awakening.
The reason I said that dawn is very much like human life is since human life could exist in different level of awareness levels as well and awareness level slowly increase in case of human too.
As brightness level slowly increases in dawn until it mingles totally with sunrise, similarly human awareness increases slowly to mingle with consciousness.
Consciousness is a state of topmost human awareness where one is neither asleep nor awake. In fact when human experiences topmost awareness level, awareness just mingles with consciousness as brightness in dawn mingles with light upon sunrise.
It is dawn, which makes me realize that source of light, is darkness only. Similarly way source of consciousness, which is pure light, is darkness, which could be human imperfection.
Transitioning in dawn gives me a reason to say that human life is only complete if one could accept human imperfection as well as perfection. It is dawn, which makes me realize that appreciating imperfection is the only way to touch perfection
Dawn is the only reason to say me that human is not born to be perfect But human is born to appreciate imperfection as well. Perfection means nothing if one has never experienced imperfection.
One who could live life appreciating human appreciating after feeling glimpse of infinte consciousness is an awakened.
Such awakened knows only knows love. On the journey of consciousness,Perfection teaches such awakened being to love imperfection. Such an awakened being is really a gift to human race.
Love,
Varun
Life-An unknown mystery
It is life not death that is mysterious. Most of human feel the other way though. It is very easy for human to feel that death but not life is mysterious since death is unknown.
Most of us think that we know life very well. This is one misery that we think that we know everything about life when we know nothing about life.
Most of us keep trying to unveil mystery of death. But the fact is that mystery of death can never be unveiled until we unveil mystery of life. In fact death is not a mystery at all if someone could unveil mystery of life.
Most of us never realize that life is lot more than our daily mechanical activities. Life has indeed lot more to offer than robotic life style which capitalism offers.
Life is a pendulum of awareness, which moves between consciousness and sex. Most of us are living in such a robotic manner that they always stay at sex in the pendulum of awareness. They could not shift awareness to the other side of pendulum called consciousness.
But only when one goes to the other side of pendulum and touches consciousness, one could realize that death is not mysterious at all. In fact death is nothing more than valley of love.
I am hopeful that human would come out of this ignorance that they know everything about life and would come out of robotic lifestyle to feel life in more depth.
I am really hopeful that human would realize the fact that its life not death that is unknown mystery.
Love,
Varun
Sex and Death
Sex is the reason behind life. In other words life starts from sex. Bliss involves in sexual orgasm gives rise to life.
Since bliss gives rise to life, life shares deep connection with bliss. The reason to have life is to feel bliss.
Even though experience of bliss starts from sex, but sex is not the only act for life to be in bliss. Sex could be the start for life to feel blissful.
I often ponder that if sex is the start for life to feel bliss, what could be the last act to feel bliss.
Death is the last act for human to feel blissful. I would say if sex is a pond of bliss then death is an ocean of bliss. One who could swim in both is living a complete life.
Life is no more than an awareness, which swings back and forth between sex and death. Misery with human is that he is not aware of bliss involves in Death. Most of human never feel bliss in any other phenomena other than sexual orgasm and the one who feel bliss in sexual orgasm never realizes that bliss is a natural phenomenon, which does not depend only upon one particular act like sex.
One who realizes the bliss lying behind Death and still keeps on swinging back and forth between sex and Death truly appreciates life from all aspects.Such Human being is a mystic and Life of such mystic is a gift to human race.
Love,
Varun
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